When we're apart the feeling getting strong to be close to you. When we're apart, the memories keep playing on my mind. When we're apart, the meaning of love showing the truth. When we're apart...
Love never wrong nor sin. But we always misunderstand about love. Sometimes love teach us how to be someone respectful and grateful. We, lover, never get away from making mistake in our relationship. So do I.
If you love someone, tell them...broken hearts are often caused by unspoken words. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right next to them, knowing you can never have them. I wouldn't blame love. Wouldn't blame God on my sad life never ending. But I always asking God why must it would turn to be this way? All about everything. Yes I know that no one can have perfect life ever. I love someone but it always be a thousand bricks blocking my way to be the best lover to someone that I love. But I failed. I afraid about myself, I afraid about my life. Afraid that I will failed but then yet I still failed. A million words would not bring you back, I know because I've tried. Neither would a million tears, I know because I've cried.
Its hard to pretend you love someone when you don't but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do. My love story wasn't lies, nor sin. It's sincerity from the heart itself. I've been seriously in love for twice. Twice that do hurts me deeply. It might easy for others to fall in love but it harder for me to be with someone that I really love. I, myself been tighten by someone that I don't even have feeling about love but just because of responsibilities as someone attached. Love never lies but to have both in one time not the best way. It always happen when we have to let go someone that we love and being together with someone that we don't.Nothing hurts more than realising he meant everything to you but you meant nothing to him now.
Forget the times you walked by, forget the times you've made me cry, forget the times you held my hand, forget the sweet things if I can. I can't keep on pretending that I don't love, I have to remember now that we're just a friend although its all because of fake.
The sun can have the sky and it wouldn't matter. The night can have its stars and I wouldn't care. Tomorrow can be new yet remain empty, for it simply wouldn't matter without you there ...
Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened. I wish I had the guts to walk away from what we had. But I can't...because I know you wouldn't come after me and that's what hurts the most. I can't escape the thought of you. Even in my dreams you are there. It's not fair how your gone, and how you're moving on so fast, while I am still living in the past.
It's all about love~
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