It's 4th day and the high fever still. I preventing myself to take any medication. I don't have the mood for doing everything even go to clinic. I have no strength at all for living. No more power to survive. The first teardrops since after was feel heat. Right now, I using the little strength left to blogging about my sorrows. And might take long time not to blog after this. I've done nothing lately.
Most terrible effect that I keep on doing mistake in my career. Mistake occur time to time. I seems lost my soul and the most pain when I keep on pondering in daytime. I know I can't do anything with it and I know the result stays the same. No one know how painful I am inside. Painful until I would die soon or later.
I have to put full stop here, right now. I wish I can be with him for the last time ever. I wish I can hug and kiss him for the sake of my pain. And I wish I can be with him ... forever.
To someone, do understand the real meaning of sorrow; painful that never will can cure.
To someone, do feel the pain of love that you've given.
To someone, do understand the real meaning of sorrow; painful that never will can cure.
To someone, do feel the pain of love that you've given.
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