It is the time I should put down on everything. I'll just follow the flow where it takes me. Living alone much better instead keep on painful because of people around. At least I can less down my suffer. How rich you are wont bring happiness to me. Many people would said, money can buy everything. Do money can buy soul? Happiness? If so, tell me the honest feeling about that. For me, the true meaning of love is important. I know I wont fall in love so easy when the time I be single. I am tired listening to those crap sweet words from guys. All is bullshit. Tunjuk lagak jer..fake. I wont suicide that fast. Being human ain't easy. You'll find sadness more than happiness.
But now then, I shouldn't feel sad. I have to think for myself. For something that I hope to be. My little small.. I couldn't siting more longer nowadays. I have to start concern and take seriously on my daily nutrition from now on. Must take care of myself. I should smile and cheers from now on. It's all for 'the hope'.
And the other someone, thanks for loving me. I wanted to be care by you forever, but it just a dream that never comes true. Since before only one thing always stay beside me whenever I need you, your "hello kitty". I didn't say a word how's my life gone through when you apart from me for few months. I mad to myself when every time yelled & mad on you. I wish you could feel my sadness inside, but you aren't. I am sorry & regretful losing you. But it's too late for everything. Now then you have nothing to worry anymore. I wont be there to disturb you again...
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