Another day to go ~~

Just came back home from doing some matter. The wind on it mode of sound, blowing gently on to my face. What a nice day to me..hope it wont rain today. Had my full of protein breakfast today, took my medicine and Vit, done with my room, shower done. Had my head spinning while walk out just now. Afraid that I can faint anytime anywhere. Geez! Hmmm.. thinking what I am gona do for today (thinking mode). Boringness!~ My dear Eng Eng didn’t look for me since last few days. Miss her. Huhu~ I bet she might still golek here n there on her bed. And might busy with her daily routine. What a mother hood life she got~ Happy for her.

I get my flu today but trying harder not to get it so serious as I preventing myself to take any medication without doctor advise before I get the result. Suffering uh like this.. Not to think much about it. It’s all the best for me. Well, why would I beg for someone that never will return uh. What use of him to be love if he couldn’t give any love although he knew what is happening now. Blekk! Keep on saying ‘mark your words’ while before this never know how to be more strict on every action he’s doing. Konon lah tek.. Go on with those egois attitude.

I do have few plans for myself this year 2011. And I don’t need to think about who is going to judge me or who is going to control my life. The big plan that in progressing is getting myself back to continuing what I’ve been stop before, study. Hello, I pun nak berjaya untuk diri sendiri juga. If I could ‘bloated’ this time, I need to think further. I wont living as a single mom (if) without stable financial from myself. (If not, nothing to loss le) Cinta tak boleh paksa punya. If he happy for what he did, let it. So much lies? Sit with your heart open, knock your heart gently, close your eyes and lastly ask your heart if your love never come out with lies. Lies is existed when it for goodness. But heart doesn’t lie.

Sprinkles your heart

xoxo

"In God's Hands" by Nelly Furtado

I looked at your face I saw that all the love had died
I saw that we had forgotten to take the time
I, I saw that you couldn't care less about what you do
Couldn't care less about the lies
You couldn't find the time to cry

We forgot about love
We forgot about faith
We forgot about trust
We forgot about us

Now our love's floating out the window
Our love's floating out the back door
Our love's floating up in the sky in heaven
Where it began back in God's hands

You said that you had said all that you had to say
You said baby it's the end of the day
And we gave a lot but it wasn't enough
We got so tired that we just gave up

We didn't respect it
We went and neglected it
We didn't deserve it
But I never expected this

Our love floated out the window
Our love floated out the back door
Our love floated up in the sky to heaven
It's part of a plan
It's back in God's hands
Back in God's hands

It didn't last
It's a thing of the past
Oh we didn't understand
Just what we had
Oh I want it back
Just what we had
Oh I want it back
Oh just what we had 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3_eNVS6dDMM