Morning everyone~
It's blessed Sunday. I got up early today. Eyes nowadays couldn't pamper myself to have long sleeping beauty in the morning. Sigh! I am hungry but there's no foods in the kitchen that can attract me to eat. Many things can eat just that I don't see any foods that I want to eat. I ate just a little since yesterday after went for blood test. Maybe still in nervous mode. Scare what .. I hate when anything related to blood or needles. Have to wait for 3 days more for blood result. Hopefully no bad news for me. No more temptation to me.
When we think of Valentine's Day, we often think of red roses, candy in heart- shaped boxes, mushy valentines, and winged cherubs flying about shooting starry-eyed lovers with arrows. What I wanna blog here is about Valentine's Day. Tomorrow is 14th Feb, Valentine's Day. And here I am alone in Valentine's Day. Have no one to celebrate with. Nothing special for my Valentine's Day. I don't know why must it became like this. I have no idea. I've planned my 2011 calendar for sweet plans but its all ruined. Just because of a heart. I wish every wishes I wanted to be granted. But I know that is impossible for someone like me. I am nothing special. Anything I wish in my life never will success. Am I bad, God? I pray, I whisper to God, I surrender myself, but yet I still like this. I feel life is meaningless most of the time, since many years ago. No meaningful for me as no one really care about my feeling instead I being so humble to everyone. Maybe because its written to be like this. To have no one care and love me.
What's does Valentine's Day mean to everyone? Do anyone know the meaning? For me, its the way we express our love to anyone we care and love. Not only to special one. I will never stop wishing to have miracle in my life. And my wish for Valentine's is ... to be beside someone that I love and adorable. The person know ... I have nothing special to celebrate the Valentine. But I wish to be beside someone I love and express my feeling toward him from my true heart. No one want living in miserable life. Everyone does wish to be happy everyday.
Grow old along with me, the best is yet to be. Love doesn't grow on trees like apples in Eden - it's something you have to make. I seem to have loved you in numberless forms, numberless time, in life after life, in age after age forever. The only thing we never get enough of is love; and the only thing we never give enough of is love.Yet until today I live on with those memories of love. Love that will never fade. Although it does hurt me in personally, what else I should hope of? I have nothing else to hold instead all memories I have. You're the only hope in my life. To get me to the happiness. So that I will not falling down and crawling to get myself stand up. I rather let everything go as long as I happy with you. It's sorrow ... It's pain ...
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