While people having there romantic moment out there, here I am at home blogging. My Valentine as I wish to have it to be a romantic moment, holding hand, hugging each other and starring at the stars on the sky (if got stars lah), listening to wave sound. Valentine's Day doesn't must to have grand candle light dinner or luxuries gift. But my Valentine aren't any of it mentioned. My Valentine's Day was different. I thought it would be meaningless but it wasn't. I having my half day with him. Yea.. him, who ruined my life. He were beside me today to accompany me for massage as my arm twisted. Sorry that I couldn't tell you the truth reason. As I know that you wont be able to go with me if tell you the truth reason. (You can ask straight away to my foster father if you do feel not comfortable in your heat and soul as he know how to see what actually happen to someone). I know that I shouldn't lie as every time I lied (very rare as I afraid feel guilty by lying), I will feel sin. I was shocked when he agreed to go with me today. What I've planned since few months ago (which is few months in 2010) for my 2011 Valentine's Day is just a trash. I've planned to bring him to the place where is our first date. And have some snacks or not so grand luxuries foods and gift, sitting there and have a bless Valentine's night. I don't want to have something as I know he don't really know about gift. LOL! What a outdated person he is but he still the best for me. Things for me is not important. As long as you are sincere enough to show your love to your couple.
Half day away from town, we head ourselves to town at evening time. I drove him to his home and just like that. I've text him by saying I was very thankful for being beside me on Valentine's Day although it was not what I want it to be. After dropped him, I head myself back home. My phone rang and surprised when I saw it was his number on my phone screen. I wondering and curious what he might say on the phone. Then he talk and say something that shocked me. At least my Valentine's Day not that so meaningless mah. Although he still being harsh and not the real of him, I still love him. The feeling getting strong day by day.
To honeyboo, Happy Valentine's Day. It was a wonderful moment for me. I really happy although it wasn't what I wish for. Muaxxx!~
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