April 26, 2011

No more forgiveness for you

To say a word of SORRY doesn't work on me anymore. What's the point to ask for apologize?? Could you turn back time after you ask for apologize? Would your apologize will make everything back to normal? Would SORRY can cure the scars, stop the bleeding, and the most is can your SORRY change the sorrow to colorful rainbows again? You couldn't right? So why should I accept your apologize? I am not forgiven person, ONLY to jerks. Wanna your forgiveness so that you wouldn't get 'unlucky' life? Ask from God. Temptations is every where, and that will teach you a lesson about nature of life. I'm not talking bullshit if I don't get really in sorrow. 

Until forever, no forgiveness for you as what you did is more than suicide. Else, none of woman will ruin themselves just because of men, majority. Loyalty uh? You are so confidence at early stage about loyalty in relationship, yet you cheated on those women you destroyed. People who love only once in their lives are ...shallow people. What they call their loyalty, and their fidelity, I call either the lethargy of custom or their lack of imagination. No point to say loyalty while you still with your 'selfish sex-maniac attitude'. However, you did so many sins, will nature just forget about that? Some how, you didn't believe / trust in God. 

He who does not feel his girl to be the world to him, does not deserve that the world should hear of him. No matter who the 'unlucky' girl to be with him in future, will get the same sorrow too, for the rest of their generation. Yea.. I am a bad person, he made me become this. SORRY doesn't work on me. Loyalty means nothing unless it has at its heart the absolute principle of self-sacrifice. The best things in life are never rationed. Friendship, loyalty, love do not require coupons. Put down? Have you realize / notice how many times I gave chances to you for that many years? Have you open your eyes wider to see how many times I put down to trust you again, every time you came back to me? You come and leave whenever you want without think how I felt. Can I see another woe, and not be in sorrow too? Can I see another grief, and not seek for kind relief? No! I am enjoying every minutes I have, now. Enjoying to see how 'lucky' is your life until your next generation. 

Don't ask forgiveness from me, anymore. I've given too much forgiveness until you never appreciate it. What's comes around WILL goes around. Chaos!~

You made me do this.
 
xoxo

2 comments:

  1. Forgiveness is agreeing to live with the consequences of the other person's sin and to not seek revenge. You are letting the other person off your hook, but neither of you is off God's hook. If there is any revenge, He will orchestrate it at the right time, because He is the final judge.

    To forgive from the heart means that you knowledge the hurt and the hate. The healing of damaged emotions and the restoration of relationships come after forgiveness, not before. If the other person has asked for your forgiveness, it is the time to respond. Because someday, the person will realized the meaning of regretful.

    It's happened to me too. Love never sin neither wrong. He could not see your pure heart right now, but God never wrong in His judgment. My man came back to me a year ago after he realized his second love was for short feeling and miracle does open his heart once again to see the true love from our past relation. He regretted on what he did to me. Be strong. Pray to God and He does listen. GBU. -Pinky

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  2. Pinky, he never realized that. he is idiot and a jerk. clapping my hand as he choose indonesian type of bitch to be with. :)

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