It's been so long I didn't meet and chit chat with my best buddy / friend, Sophie. She's gorgeous! She does look happy with her life now. I am so glad and happy seeing she having her happiness life. Yea we couldn't get ourselves away from miserable life sometimes. But we can prevent it from happen. Being good, its does not cost you anything cent. But being bad, it does takes time to step up for better again.
Reunion with Sophie and others was a moment that I missed a lot. Nothing can make it hard when you are surrounding by people who does care you feeling the most. Thankful to Sophie that she can be here when I need her for quite long time. A friendship more than 5 years wasn't something dull but it's the truth meaning about friendship. Even though we've changed and we're all finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face, we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where we're not all still friends.
She'd listened to every beat of my tiny heart about my stories. We chit chat all night long about what had happened to me recently. She didn't expected things will turned out to worse. She never expected too that those jerks are pervert! Honestly, she don't even happy on what Ah Kai had did to me. I guess Ah Kai barely know what she might say about him. The funniest topic was when Ah Kai ever said few times about Sophie ever wanted to seduce her to have sex. OMG!! Everyone does damn laugh out loud. Everyone included me, we know what type of guy Sophie like. Geez! Doesn't make sense. Don't he feel shame? What a cheap mind set he have. He's such a cheap male slut! I wanted eagerly and wish that he will be a woman in next life. I wanted he feel how it is being a woman and I wish that he can feel the sorrow on what he had done in this life century. Things wasn't stays as good as you thought. You will fall down someday. Will fall down...
I'll be coming soon KL ...! Couldn't wait to meet up all my buddies! Sorry guys that I couldn't make times on last few times trips. We are gonna rock the moment this time! Yeahh!!
xoxo
the best way to release is try to forgive n put down everythg which had happened in the past
ReplyDeleteRight after what the person did, is it the easy way to forget and forgive the person who did made the girl fallen down..way way down? To ask for forgiveness easy right (for him) but did the guy ever realized on what he did? Forgiveness is not always easy. At times, it
ReplyDeletefeels more painful than the wound we suffered,
to forgive the one that inflicted it. And yet, there is no peace without forgiveness.
I forgive myself but not to the person who did it to me. The nature itself will punish him until his generation!
It's always easy to apologize and say that u forgive someone. But no matter how much u wish to believe u can forgive that person, the hurt and damage will still be there.
ReplyDeleteThe only way to forgiveness, I feel, is TIME. Time will heal all wounds and make you forget. When enough time has passed, the hurt will lessen & your memory of it will fade.
But the experience will always be there to remind you to never ever let yourself fall victim to such monsters in sheeps' clothings again.
And yes, it was definitely VERY HILARIOUS cos we all know what type of guy Sophie likes. Until today, when I thought of what you said that night, I still want to laugh out loud. He is the complete opposite of the type of guy Sophie likes.
I think most probably he is the one in love with Sophie and cannot get her cos we all know she's too gorgeous for him. So he made up stories to tarnish her name and make himself feel better. Hahahahaha
LOL! I giggle alone when I flashback on what we did talk that night, with everyone around. Laughing til drop!
ReplyDeleteI don't understand why still have such person in this world could be so harsh to someone that he ever love before. Well, dah habis pakai, buang saja mahh.. that's his thought lor..
well, u pun dah habis pakai him mah. so buang saja lor... ;)
ReplyDeletestill hv many gorgeous men out there for you, gorgeous lady! u just need to know how to love urself and take care of urself. so when the right guy comes along, he'll see how irresistible u are.
chin up, babe. the world is gorgeous with u in it. always remember that and never ever let anyone tell u otherwise. :)
from, one very gorgeous mama! hehehehe...
woo woo! thanks gorgeous mama, who ever you are, you are right. each person have their own specialty, indeed. He put an amount toward my love, and that is the value of his love. He will get the return on how much he measured.
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