The feeling that I've been looking for...

Mother's Day passed. Now looking forward for next event. How's your Mother's day? How you celebrate Mother's Day with your mother? Did you give a hug to your mother and say 'I love you, mom'? Although Mother's day passed, I still wanna blog something about Mother's Day. I've spent the whole day stayed at home. It's been so long I didn't be guai guai at home. Hehe.. often go cuci mata saja. Well, I didn't fully lend hands on cleaning stuffs on Mother's Day. I'm in charge for kitchen for the day. Yea.. that's right, I prepared for the day meals. Especially for mom. We didn't plan to have dinner outside so we planning doing something different this time. 

How good being a mother especially when you are surrounding your lovely kids. Being a mother aren't easy. To raise them for a better future; such as knowledge, good meals, healthy, etc. It's not easy job for a mother to handle. But it's such a wonderful life when you seeing your children growing up beside you. I wanted to be a mother in future. To have my own flesh, seeing my children grow. I definitely will give my children the best but not to pamper my children with luxury life. Enough by giving them a comfort living, fully education, healthy, and the most is, to be someone who know how to thanks and appreciate their parents. I want my children will obey on their parents and can be my best buddies too. It's not only on status as a mother, I want my children to share every problems, no matter if it good or bad. Sharing is caring mah.. I want my children to be close to me like I am their friend too. It's how my beloved daddy taught me about life. He is my best friend and my idol. I hope my children, someday, would be just like him whom everyone respected. He raised me and given me education although I did felt regretful by disappointed him not to finish my education when I went to University. That was the biggest mistake I ever made. Now then I'm not gonna waste my chance on my studies. To grow for the better, I must struggle for it. Jia you!! 

I was so happy today for no reason. I woke up with a smile on my face. I have no idea why I feeling happy even thou now I am smiling while blogging. Weird right? Am I insane liao? LOL! Absolutely not lah. I born with a smart brain what. Impossible can get insane that fast. I am so lucky that I am smart in many things. (mode puji diri) I start my day with a smile and feeling happy for the whole day. Although I have tons of works need to settle on time, yet I still can be relax and showing my happiness impression. Nothing wrong right? I just feel happy today that's why I end up my day with a smile. I came to work with my little different hair style. Well, thou I am not satisfied with the hair cut but everyone does like it. And they even gave awesomeeee compliments; does look like Korea girl with the hair cut style and with my new color lens. I love my eyes and lips. That's the most attractive part. Guess everyone did view my photos album in facebook. It's for those who always wanted to see how do I look like now. Hopefully everyone happy with some new photos, Some more it's been long time I didn't put / update my photo album in my facebook. Don't jealous~ Yes I am look like a Korean girl. Not because I puji diri oh. but that was what everyone says since before. It's started with my appearance. Influenced by Korean series. Huge impact. LOL! Even some of the girls likes the way I dress up. Guess I have no problem with Korea country for next year holiday plan! Hihi~ 

My life so wonderful now then, indeed. Sometimes I couldn't hide my emotions. History remain in my heart that I couldn't erase it. How good if our brain got DELETE button so that I can delete some of the memories that I don't wish to store. Whenever the feeling across my mind, I'll make sure to think about something else, something that only for myself. It's painful thou. Today was the first time I am so happy since being so miserable few months ago. Although I still puzzling myself to know what's the reason I feel so happy today, how I wish I can press PAUSE button and keep today on and on. Something weird happened to me today. I went through weird feeling which is I heard a voice that I known calling my name few times but when I looking around, everybody doing their own work seriously. I was thought somebody tease me but nobody tease me. Might be salah dengar kot. But the voice, calling my name; the voice I so known ...

Well, I better off myself now. Should feeling fresh again tomorrow~ Everyday are perfect day to me. 

Start your day with a smile; from heart and give a sincere smile to everyone no matter who they are. You'll feel much much much better until the end of the day. Good night everyone.. have a bless day for tomorrow. Sweet dream~

xoxo