May 06, 2011

Sadness changed everything

Blogging while waiting my driver to pick me up for supper. Makan saje kerja. Don’t jealous~ Let’s eat~ (I don’t care sore throat, cough or asthma! I want to eat what I wanted to eat! Still have plenty of medicines mah. Duhhh! Medicines lagi.) Hmm..starting being stubborn. Okie.. what I wanna share tonight, here in my blog is about few things. Complaining about work (as usual), plans, dreams.. etc. Ok let’s start with my fingers journey.

I still on my sweet sleeping beauty when mom on her loud speaker; waking me up. Laziness mode are on when I doesn’t feel wanna go to work. Not recover yet from sick le. Have to force myself to work. Dah lah I tidur late last night just because of that stupid report! How’s report? My report which is tally, end up tak tally pula! I thought I might did some errors in calculation or posting, I ask for favor from other colleague to finalize the mistake. But guess what? She didn’t see any error stated pun. Weird le. How would auditor can make so much different of amount? Since couple of months, they did ask for so many informations which is does make me so annoyed. Ngiao ji type of person lah you! I know lah how is auditor tasks. But isn’t it too much when you ask some sort of question ‘Where gone this cash? Please state, if steal, do mark as stolen cash?’ WTF! The person in charge for petty cash not that ‘thief’ type of person oh. That person are affordable person. What for he could destroy his career just because you want him to certify that report as stolen cash?? Gila! I might going crazy soon as I brought my work back home again. I only have less than 2 weeks to finish all the ‘messy’ account before I start my classes. Duhh.. it’s habit already since couple of months ago. I will never have much time to do my works at home while I have to do my revision on my studies. Study is my priority now. 2 Years will pass so fast without I realize it and I can start plan my next stage for Deg. after done with my Dip. Nothing is impossible right? Work still work and knowledge is healthy to dig. So why should I waste my chance? Hey ok then, just forget about work.

It’s Friday and waiting forward for weekend~ Yes I loike weekend. Hmm.. might pamper myself tomorrow. First thing once I step out from house, must off myself to salon! Seems I’ve planned to cut my hair since last week, just to cut some part jak lah. Or might straight away color it. See how lah. Sigh! I should done it last week but I jatuh cakittt lahh.. huhu~ Itu lah.. main lah hujan lagi, kuatkan makan chocolate and stress up myself with works. Well, I jadi workaholic dah. Next is, of course ‘cuci mata’ mah. There’s few thing I need to get for myself. I might attend my colleague / ex-schoolmates wedding dinner next week. Hopefully can meet my other ex-schoolmates too. Take every opportunities that worth to taken. *wink wink*  To look stunt and gorgeous, I need myself to be ready. I still be who I am, indeed. Well, how for someone to know me well? 1 Year? 2 Years? Nahh.. to understand me easily as long as you know the meaning of honestly in appreciation. Been ‘locking’ myself instead expose myself since so long so this is the time to welcome back for everything that I put aside about MYSELF. I believe, beauty can be found in smallest things too~

Less than a month, there will be ladies day night reunion party! Yes! I couldn’t wait for the day! I understood everyone does understand the meaning of REUNION. My long lost girl friend will gather all the ladies friend who have not been seen for so many years. And she did list out few activities that we gonna do. It’s very hard to see her and it’s been more than 10 years since after school. I miss her. I still remember when we are still in school age teenager. We always dream for better life and travels around the world. Yea she did it although not around the world. At least she has been visit many places compare to me. I have plan to visit Perth or Melbourne, to visit my aunt who is staying there. Might plan after my next holiday trip. Anybody wanna join?? Budget tanggung sendiri ek. :p I am fill full my schedule with a lot of activities such as travels, happy hours, party, hang out, etc. One of the most effective medicine; laugh and happy always. All the sadness gone. While mentioning about sadness, I did read those comments and I’m attracted to one of my blog follower’s comment, she did commented on one of my post. “Dont let anybody put u down. ppl who dono how to appreciate u is their own loss. Well, if he mati2 nak makan shit we cant force him to makan sushi rite? freedom of choice mah. he prefer to eat shit, what to do?” I like the comment so much. LMAO! Nice shot you got there.

While planning for holidays, I’m in planning to change my baby blue. Might change her to little bit big size of baby. However, it’s just a plan. When and what type of ‘baby’ I want, only wait the time I am ready to change her. Or just wait 4 more years until she finish her loan fees. (berangan mode is on) Like I said, nothing is impossible. I might try my luck in some where else which can give me a better offer. Nothing to loss what.. Life is wonderful to waste.

Guess I need to stop right here. My driver on the way to pick me up. Stay tune for my update~ Happy always~ Smile~ Love you all! Muacckks!~

xoxo

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