August 04, 2013

Counting my day

Blessed Sunday everyone... 
Hot weather on Sunday morning.. may be because I belum shower lagi. :p 
Okie, I will take my shower soon. Let me finish my blogging first yea. My first blog in month of August. Well, have nothing to blog this while or I can say, lazy to blog. 

From this moment, I starting counting my day to my due date. Mau beranak sudah mah.. How I feel? Wow.. I can say its like I baking a cake with a lot of mixture taste. Hurm.. how is that? Feeling nervous, excited, happy. I am going to be a mother, very soon. Cannot wait to see my newborn little boy to the world. Baby, you'll gonna be a good boy ya. Do let mommy feel the smooth of delivery moment yea. Don't give mommy hard time yea. Mommy love you no matter how. 

Flash back from the moment I found out myself preggy. The feeling very weird. Unexpected pregnancy suppose. I never realized that I will get myself pregnant because I don't get pregnant with my first marriage. Thing gone messed up by that time. I never expected my 2 months menses delayed actually became my first pregnancy. I bought pregnant test and the result was positive. Then I still not satisfied with it, me and hubby went to clinic for more clarification. Then there once again the doctor told me I am pregnant. I don't know what should I say and how I felt. But that was really a huge news for me. I felt worry and felt so happy at the same time. Yes who wouldn't feel happy if you can pregnant with someone that you love. 

The first month pregnancy...
I don't feel anything yet. I go to work as usual. Naik turun tangga. 

2nd Month pregnancy...
I started felt the 'morning sickness' but not so serious. I puke but the worse is I fallen sick for the whole month. I cannot go to work and had asthma, flu and cough. Tsk tsk tsk. Serious sickness until I lost weight so drastic. I've quit my job. I totally cannot work or even drive my car to work. 

3rd Month pregnancy...
I started with my monthly check up. I don't feel nervous every time doctor did scan my baby. I saw the progress of the baby. I felt blessed. I couldn't believe I carrying another soul inside my womb. 

4th Month pregnancy...
I don't know about other pregnant mother, but at this 4th month pregnancy, I started felt my baby movement. Too early? Yes that true. I felt the movement. The first movement. 

5th Month pregnancy...
The progresses sama with other pregnant women. I started gained weight. I can see my tummy getting membesar. Happy mode. I don't have to go through 'mengidam' moment. May be because I memang suka makan. 

6th Month pregnancy and present...
Everything is in good condition. My baby growing well. Very active too. I can feel the movement of my baby, everyday. He is superb active. I love my baby so much. 

On my 33 weeks of pregnancy, my appetite start mengila. I started my 'mengidam' mode. Want to eat this and that. That make my baby growing faster. But that's not the problem. I want my baby in good health and cute. I am happy to have my boy to the world. 

May God bless me and my baby. Amen.

xoxo

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