Hot weather.. sweating even after shower. Now having my late lunch while watching tv.
Soon, I'll be a mother to my own child. Couple of months left. I have mixture emotion - feeling excited, nervous, scare. But I pray to God to make my delivery process will go smooth. Amen.
Nothing that can make every parents feel bless once they see their child right after they born to the world. I've experienced too many in life except the coming experience. I love my new family - a husband and coming newborn child. I love my husband the most. I falling in love with him everyday. I do hope that he will be a good husband and a father to my child.
Previous marriage gave me a huge impact. And I did learned some of my mistake. What did happened previously will kept in my diary of memory forever. How I wish I have button of DELETE so that I can delete all the memories. I regretful with my previous marriage but I am so thankful to God that I've found someone good to me.
What's comes around will goes around. I believe in karma. Only God knows everything. Now I only need focus to my new life. I am tired for being a slave and living in the darkness of evil. My life going to be more interesting after this. And I will make sure my relationship with my husband gonna be a perfect relationship until the death separate us.
God bless us.
xoxo
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