My future, My life

Do you believe in miracle? Don't you? I do. Miracle does happened. And that make me become more stronger, to go through my life. Today I wana share about my plan, my future and my life. This three things will be my new 2013 aims. Who doesn't have plans for their own future? Everyone does. Less than 2 months to the end of year 2012. Time flies fast. Couldn't make it slow but to move on for living. Year 2012, being good to me but not as good as my expectations.

It's time for me to think about myself, my own life. I've been so good and so kind to everyone around me, especially to those I loves and cares; my family. This is the time everyone should learn to handle everything by themselves. If I can be more than them, why not themselves? We talk about MY RIGHT. My own life. I do have my right in my own life. I am the one should think and decide what and when I should move on to the next step of my chapter. I am 30s and I am no longer small kid or teenager. I have to think about my future. The future that I've been searching for.

My plan, I will completed my study some where in April next year. I am so glad that I finally can finish my studies. It was a miracle. Why I say so? Since my age of 20s I've been studied and attended University and colleges. But I didn't completed my study and its ended up half way. Guess I should say it my unlucky. Not to mention the places I ever went to further my study. Past is past. Now left one more semester then I am freedom from my Diploma. Geez. Get my Dip at the age of 30s. Do I look like I care? Nahh...age isn't an issue to get knowledge. I have my plan to find a job in KL. Some where in KL lah. The plan was planned since many years ago. When the time I wanna pull out myself from the hard time I've been through. Now then with my Diploma cert, at least, I can find a job in other places. I was thought if I really get an offer over that side, a lot of things need to be prepare. I pray my this time planning will goes smooth. That's the only opportunity I can see at the moment. What's the point I struggling so hard for my study if I doesn't use my knowledge for good.

My future, this is important for me. I want to be a successful person, no matter in what and which field I involve with. Of course I want my own family in future. Just an ordinary family; a husband, children, and me. A responsibility husband, who willing to go through easy and hard path with me. A husband who do care about me and my children. A husband who is really a husband and be a protector to our family. I'm not a type who can duduk diam without doing nothing. With my capabilities and skills, I bet I can do a lot of things and come out with many ideas.

My life, I don't demand for a lot of things. What I wish to have is happiness. I wish to live in happy life, complete with colorful and cheering life. I pray to God to grant me a better life and let me out from my miserable life. I have living with such hard time and I wish I'll found my soulmate. Nothing else I can say other than this. Its time for me to move on and don't look back again. For my future, my life.

xoxo