Please mind your own business!

Life just once. Appreciate it while you still have chance. I just don’t get on certain people who love to bother about others life. Why would bother to judge others while you yourself aren’t perfect enough??

Thou my family treat me not as what I wanted to, but I do care about my family the most. I hate when people starting finding our mistake about everything. As I know, I never bother to know what they are up to about their own life. For me, that’s their own problem. Not mine. And I know, I have no right to interfere. My family, especially my mom, had enough patience when people mocked her behind. Mocked my family.

This whole life before dad gone, everyone did respect and kind toward us. But once after dad gone, everything changed. People starting mocking us from behind. Starting busy body to find our mistake. Why?? They judge us like we have no dignity no pride. What the different for being busy body person while all of you never look into yourself? Why don’t just let us with our own life? We do have our own privacy and we do need it in certain thing. I know that my mom did mistake once. But as they know who’s my mom as, they shouldn’t make thing more worse. She’s not educated person. But she’s trying so hard to make her life better, day to day.

Mind your own business!

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Be strong...

Received my blood result yesterday. Sigh! New episode began. I have to take care of my body, indeed. Eating habit caused few problem occurs. Red blood more than suppose. Problem with spine. Blood infection. Cholesterol high, etc. Doctor advice me to take more veges and less meat. I have too. I only have a month to monitor my healthy. Else I might have to go though another step of medication procedures. I hope I will be fine after taking all the meds for a month. I just afraid that I couldn’t go though all of this. What I must do is never miss all the medicines. One month. Be strong cutie. Be strong… don’t easy give up. Life just once, do enjoy and cheer it up. Hope I’ll be fine. J

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Been away for quite long. Didn't have time and I can say have not in the mood to blog thou I have a lot of things to blog here. Today I would like to write something that crossing in my mind. Hurm..Idea.

I've been sick leave for a week since last week. Faced chest pain badly and seriously back ache. I thought it just for awhile but its still painful until today. It's hurt when every time I swollen anything. Killing me softly. So far, seen 4 doctors (included heart specialist) but yet all of the doctors said the same thing, 'have no idea what's wrong'. Well, what say you? If even specialist couldn't check on my sickness. Weird but that's what I am going through now. Painful. I feel trauma to take any meals. I lost my weight immediately. I have problem with my sleep. Couldn't drink too. I am not strong enough to get rid of this sickness. It's seems to pull me down. Never feel like this before. Taking too much medicines make my memory getting lesser. I easy forgot anything. Wondering if the medicines making me lost in memory? Could be. That's what I feel now. I hope I can be like usual, normal. I want myself back, happy full of laugh. May God bless me. Amen

At the same time I am trying to stand up, some people just so free talking and making fun with my absence. I wish, whoever they are, will fall sick someday. Let them feel how it feel in dying. Nowadays, politic in workplace getting worse. Those auntie in the office, terasa terancam and trying to save themselves still in the same level. Halohaaa~ Kalo dah tua, tua lah tu..beri lah peluang to those yang still young. Geez. 

Just know about my previous semester exam result. Darn shit! How come I can get such pointer??!! I've tried harder to get better pointer and what I get so so very disappointed me. I don't want to talk about it. next time.

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