January 23, 2012

Year of Dragon!

Gong Xi Fatt Chai~ 

It's been awhile after my food poisoning disaster. I'm fine liao. Can start my food hunting again. ;) Now I am freely to sit and blogging in front of my the only lappy screen. 

Today 's Chinese New Year festival. Xin qin quai le~  I just visited only one house today. Have not in the mood to celebrate the day but in the mood to dress up myself with new outfit. Make up myself pretty pretty today. Took out my pretty heel too. I do look RED today! As today is Chinese New Year. May this dragon year bring me a lot of prosperity and good lucks and happiness~  Sad that no ang pow this year. Well, received huge ang pow earlier but finished it before end of the month. :( 

Did upload my day appearance for today in fb. Check it out~ 

Come back soon~

xoxo

January 06, 2012

Food Poisoning

Never expected myself will get food poisoning this serious. It's been 3 days. My 3 days aren't good enough to me as I can't barely away from toilet. Flash back on what I ate from caused me food poisoning, I have no idea what the caused actually as I ate not only one food in a day. Yea.. that's me. Never control my meals. But I absolutely it might caused from the bun I ate. Too oily and taste different from usually. 

I was ok yesterday but it attacking me once again at 2 am. Vomited and following poo until today. Went to General Hospital on the first day kena food poisoning. Guys, you wanna know what I've experienced on that time? Let me tell you here.. the counter MA (I guess so as they all wore the same uniform), asking me about what sickness I would refer to. So I've told them I might kena diarrhea. And I was been asked by such weird questions, 'Pakai apa datang tadi?' 'Sudah pergi klinik kah?' I was 'Huh?'. Of cos lah..I am sick and my mind definitely not as normal as usual. I am a bit slow thinking and only able to answer them as a nerd. But yea.. of cos lah I use transport to come over. Tak kan jalan kaki pula. And why they ask me such question 'sudah pergi klinik kah?' to me?? What the purpose of hospital if I can't go to the hospital? Such a lazy government workers! Just because you work with government sector doesn't mean you have to disobey your duty to public. We do pay for the taxes. Easy to say, I PAY FOR YOUR SALARY! No wonder they had a lot of complaints from outsider. 

Ok right after facing with non reliable person, I made and paid for my registration fee and wait for my name to be call. From 6.30 and done around 9. What a long hours to be done with the treatment. Well, should I blame them for their slow nail services? As I know, their rotate hour is at 9pm mah. At the end I get my injection to cure my vomiting. Head myself back to home and take rest for the night and went to work as usual on the next day. Today, I taking my mc for the first time in year 2012. If not because of food poisoning, I wont take mc more often and break my record being 'not so good' employee. Well, hopefully I will recover soon. So that I can eat what I want to eat as usual. Hehehe.. 

Alright dudes, need to stop here. Will continue updating my blog for the year of 2012. 

xoxo

January 03, 2012

Happy New Year 2012

Welcoming new year 2012 and good bye year of 2011. Was busy with own things until I have no time to blog on the first new year. Ok let's talk about new year countdown first. 31st Dec, new year eve, as usual, be mom's driver and accompany her n aunt to do shop and I spent half of my day with them. After that met my buddy Eng Eng for outing, suppose shopping but I don't feel wanna do shopping on that day. Spent our time in Parkson and I get nothing in hand. Back home with empty hand. I don't even see any nice clothes or nice stuffs to buy. My mind only to CR bags! Ok done with Eng Eng, I'm about rushing heading myself back home as I have another appointment with Teddy. Ya.. splitting my time into 3 programs.We had our new year eve dinner at Hotspot cafe and waiting for countdown at beach. Waiting for fireworks. 

January 2012
My plan ruined. (sound rude of me..sorry) Grandpa have to admit to general hospital after check up at other private hospital. And that the day we started busy by handling everything as mom need to assistance grandpa in the hospital. So its my duty to be babysitter the granny and the kids. I was busy until today. I even have no time for myself. I only can steal couple of hours just to get out myself from the situation. I wonder if people do understand my situation when I have to cancel my plans for the weekend. It's not like I did it in purpose. My family needs me more at the moment. I have to take off from work today as I need to switch off with brother to taking care of grandpa. I am not superwoman but to trying hard to do the best for everything around me. Especially, my family. No matter how they treat me, they're still my family. A family that need my support and that's my duty and responsibility that God's handover it to me. Things happened with reasons. I've lost my beloved father when I don't manage to be on his side. I didn't take care of him when he ever admitted to the hospital. I felt guilty until today. And that lessen me. I don't want the feeling of guilty and irresponsible hunting me once again.

Some people very hard to understand others. I wonder if they were in my situation and I do want to see how tired, painful, exhausted they are handling and facing all those matter. Don't regret after. I experienced it before. And no matter how I will try my best to handle things smoothly. I do hope anybody do understand my situation. If they wouldn't understand me, how could I respect them? Lu piker lah sendiri..

Need to stop here. My Christmas tree waiting for me to pack off it into boxes. Geez. Susah jadi perempuan! 

xoxo