Family …
What an important meaning in our life. A family whom always be there when others need each other. A family whom helping each other. Family that give all the best support to each other. No matter how big or small the family it is, should have better attitude or morality among each other. One family. Tolerate, understanding, rational, team work, etc. That’s what family mean.
How I wish I have a family who really understand everyone, really know how to make a word of ‘family’ a live, wonderful and colorful. What I understand about my family, its seems dull. Everyone busy with their own stuffs. Its been like that for past 6 years ago. People might thought that I do have a happy family. Its just the cover of the book. Its aren’t as what you all thought. I wondering how long more they will acting that way to each other? I mean treating me just like a step daughter or step sister. I ask for nothing from them. What I want just be good to me. Be kind, be nice, understanding my every situation. Be polite, rational, and concern on me. I’m easy to ‘build’ if they put aside their ego. Why its hard for them to be just like me? Is that cost them so much until they never think about my situation? When they need my help, I would try my best to lend my hand for them. But why its so hard for them to do the same when I need their help?
For eg. I have granduncle who are staying with us since after Daddy passed away. My granduncle are someone that so ‘ngiao ji’. I don’t want to talk bad behind him but this the only way I can express my feeling. I know everyone did mistake, and will often make mistake. We’re just human being. We’re created as a human who are weak and easily fall down in to problems. Who does not make mistake? But to have granduncle who never thought the goodness of others other than his favorite people, is ‘menyampah’! I know that I am not his favorite grandchild and I know that I am not gonna be one. Because when ever mom ask help from him, he never do it sincere but to raise up everything that happened. Apa punya datuk macam tu?? My own biologic grandpa pun tak macam dia. Ish.. if he given so many complaint then why still stuck himself there? Hurm. Idk what to say more about this person. He is acting like I live in his house. Why mau pilih kasih?
World sometimes cruel, some people earn for little but they have happy life. Why? They don't have much burden in every month. Some does earn a lot but have no saving every month. It's really sick when every end of the month you have to mess your head and force your brain to list up or manage your financial. What should you pay, what should pending. We work for living, pay debts, pay bills and so on. We work like a hell, work hard just to earn the little penny. We often heard or read in newspaper or any other network about people suicide because of life movement. Especially when its come to financial. Financial problems the most higher reason what does make people lost their mind and end up with suicide or even mistake. So to who should we blame? Our employer who doesn't give us the pay base on our skills? Or blame ourselves that chosen the work place that only can give pay base on paper? Well, you all got the answer. Each of us do have different thought but there's only one thing we're same. We work, we make business, we earn, for LIVING. Like I pay more you give more. Well there's more I wanna share here but guess I need to stop as my eyes getting tired. To be continue...
Work hard play hard~
Luv you all ~
xoxo
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