Sometimes we are meant to fall in love with someone we shouldn't love. Or break up with someone that we cant break up with. That time I break up with you was my fate. Like you.. I did tried harder ... but I accepted it at the end of the day I put down everything connected to you. Now... it's your turn. No matter what you would say, my ear cant even hear it. Just cant. You should press the stop button so that you wouldn't remember anything about me, anymore. I love myself too much now. It's the only I have. I appreciate myself and it's a valuable package. In my eyes, I don't see you. I hope you don't appear in front of my eyes anymore. I did tried harder not to be soft again. I should rip out the feeling.
I've change a lot. And I am happy for being who I am now. I don't need to be fake about myself. And you should be yourself, in other meaning is to be kind. Thou the scars still there, there's no other way you can win back my heart as before. Money couldn't get you happiness but with money you can make your life easily. We have our own life right now. You should know that I will never be the same again to you. I have gone through a lot of pain and experienced a lot of scenario. You should afraid of future. Long way to go dude. It's not the end of the world yet. Today you did bad, and it will return to you when the time you wanna be a good person. And by the time come, you will definitely blame on God and faith for treat you unfairly. Remember that, I am no longer the same person anymore. I have happy life now. Yea thou it not perfect enough but I'm thankful its better than previous. Appreciate and respect yourself, thou its nothing for you now, but be humble for hari tua mu. Kerna di hari tua diri mu akan menyedari serta menyesali apa yang telah kau lakukan di usia ini. You don't understand me and never wanted really appreciate me as your woman. If you really do, you would know my heart. I want a man, really a man that know how to concern and care me without measure my heart toward him. I want a man who really know how to tackle my heart until can melt me with his kindness. Gentlemen, romantic person and good enough to be my friend too. Doesn't matter how he look like. Handsome tak handsome pun kalau attitude macam sial, tak guna juga kan??
Weekend come again and I'm going to have my photo shoot again. This time is for my latest update. I did gain weight recently and it is obviously chubby. It's gonna be my latest photos after I did my hair color. Everyone asking for latest outlook of me. Ya ya..I know it's been few weeks already and I know you guys cant wait for more longer to see how do I look like now. I am taking care myself, indeed, lately. Kerna diriku begitu berharga. Cantik bukan hanya pada luaran tapi dalaman juga. After color my hair, teringin pula nak straighten back my hair.
I menghitung hari nak terbang menyeberangi laut china selatan. Hehe... couldn't wait to fly again since a year didn't go for vacation. Well, here I am fly alone once again. I will start with my first trip this year since almost 2 years didn't go anywhere far. Then 2nd trip would be end of this year, tempat lain lagi. Well, who wanna join me? Enjoy~
Ok guys.. mau tidur ni. Capek banget. Daaa~~
xoxo
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