Ridiculous regulation

Tired day. Thou all the bosses not around, we still need to finish our works. Yea everybody does look happy whenever the lady boss not around. But then we did received a memo which does made our mood turn pissed off. Whenever you received memo, confirm memo tak bagus punya. Yes it is. We received memo about our punctuality, internet usage and computer usage. And funny is, there's new rule pula. No social networks / games using personal phone in the office. What the hell!! 

I getting don't get this lady boss. She just appoint to her current post since last year some where July or Aug. And within that period, she had changed so much rules existed. I bet everyone dislikes her. Me juga. Angkat tuuuuuuuuuutttttttttttttt jer tau. Today she came out with new rule which is no social networks (sms, online, games, chat ) using personal phone pula. Weii perempuan, lu bayar gua punya phone bill kah mau halang gua pakai gua punya phone?? Kalo lu tak bayar, lu tak yah memandai nak control orang ok! We all not your remote control ok. What's her right to control everyone not using our phone while in the office. Then how if it emergency call? Should not answer it? We're not kids yang masih study at school ok? Even I myself student pun I still can play sms in the class. Gila betul! She came from zaman batu kah? 

No wonder she ask me if I did play games while working. She saw my screen wall paper. I put game background punya wall paper on my computer screen. I purposely choose that wall paper so that she will ask me about that and finally she did ask me. LOL! She even don't know who really play games during working hours in the office. I baru aje pakai wall paper, belum lagi I really main game. Bodoh punya boss! Arhh..don't want talk about her anymore. Hilangkan mood aku jak. 

P/s One month and half to go~ Cant wait to fly again~~ Woo wooo~~

xoxo

Ke-random-an (Part 2)

Sometimes we are meant to fall in love with someone we shouldn't love. Or break up with someone that we cant break up with. That time I break up with you was my fate. Like you.. I did tried harder ... but I accepted it at the end of the day I put down everything connected to you. Now... it's your turn. No matter what you would say, my ear cant even hear it. Just cant. You should press the stop button so that you wouldn't remember anything about me, anymore. I love myself too much now. It's the only I have. I appreciate myself and it's a valuable package. In my eyes, I don't see you. I hope you don't appear in front of my eyes anymore. I did tried harder not to be soft again. I should rip out the feeling.

I've change a lot. And I am happy for being who I am now. I don't need to be fake about myself. And you should be yourself, in other meaning is to be kind. Thou the scars still there, there's no other way you can win back my heart as before. Money couldn't get you happiness but with money you can make your life easily. We have our own life right now. You should know that I will never be the same again to you. I have gone through a lot of pain and experienced a lot of scenario. You should afraid of future. Long way to go dude. It's not the end of the world yet. Today you did bad, and it will return to you when the time you wanna be a good person. And by the time come, you will definitely blame on God and faith for treat you unfairly. Remember that, I am no longer the same person anymore. I have happy life now. Yea thou it not perfect enough but I'm thankful its better than previous. Appreciate and respect yourself, thou its nothing for you now, but be humble for hari tua mu. Kerna di hari tua diri mu akan menyedari serta menyesali apa yang telah kau lakukan di usia ini. You don't understand me and never wanted really appreciate me as your woman. If you really do, you would know my heart. I want a man, really a man that know how to concern and care me without measure my heart toward him. I want a man who really know how to tackle my heart until can melt me with his kindness. Gentlemen, romantic person and good enough to be my friend too. Doesn't matter how he look like. Handsome tak handsome pun kalau attitude macam sial, tak guna juga kan??

Weekend come again and I'm going to have my photo shoot again. This time is for my latest update. I did gain weight recently and it is obviously chubby. It's gonna be my latest photos after I did my hair color. Everyone asking for latest outlook of me. Ya ya..I know it's been few weeks already and I know you guys cant wait for more longer to see how do I look like now. I am taking care myself, indeed, lately. Kerna diriku begitu berharga. Cantik bukan hanya pada luaran tapi dalaman juga. After color my hair, teringin pula nak straighten back my hair.

I menghitung hari nak terbang menyeberangi laut china selatan. Hehe... couldn't wait to fly again since a year didn't go for vacation. Well, here I am fly alone once again. I will start with my first trip this year since almost 2 years didn't go anywhere far. Then 2nd trip would be end of this year, tempat lain lagi. Well, who wanna join me? Enjoy~ 

Ok guys.. mau tidur ni. Capek banget. Daaa~~ 

xoxo

Ke-random-an

Waiting my eyes to shut off so grab some time to blog-ing. What I'm doing this few days? Outstation. For work purpose. Outstation is tiring. What to say if it daily trip outstation. I'm tired and feeling unwell lately. The weather darn so hot. Sometimes its fun juga go outstation. Can get away awhile from paper work. I gaining my weight now and look chubby. Senang hati mah.. hali hali happy mah..

By the way, I'm waiting forward to new release of Transformers 4! Wachhaa~ But sad is the actress no more previous one which is Rosie Huntington. Curious to know how is the new actress will acting in this Transformers 4. 

Here is my 'in-complete' Transformers which is will complete soon to perform. Wahahaha!! Berangan ehh.. 

Anyway, this blog entry will to be continue for part 2.. stay tune yea.. becos my eyes wanna close down sudah. Gue capek.. mau ketiduran. 

xoxo

Off ini hari...

Taking my sick leave today after sting by bee. Kena cramp on left hand early morning. Huhu.. and itchy on the sting spot. I couldn't drive and press any button using my 4th left finger (by the time its painful lah..now dah ok). Went to clinic early morning and get bacteria injection to cure the poison. And its getting less pain but still swell. As I remember I never kena sting by bee so I just ignore about the pain and I felt the pain on the next day (which is today). huhu...daddy merajuk and angry to me as I've been so long didn't visit him. That's why he sting me when I try to remove the flowers on his grave. Ngeee~ 

Hmm.. what should I do today uh? It is Eng Eng birthday but she didn't reply my text. Seems she still zzz le.. or she must be busy with her daily routine. So guess I should take my nap awhile before I proceed with my next schedule. Feeling doze now~ see you guys~

xoxo

Happy father's day~

Happy father's day to every fathers in this world, especially to my beloved dad. It's going to be 6th years, he left us to another world. I miss him so much; until today. I wish I can meet him for one time. To hug him tight and tell him that I love him so much. Last year I didn't make to visit him. Bad daughter uh dad. I bought a bouquet of flowers for him and not to forget a rose for you. You do like it. But look like you get mad on me dad.. I kena sting by bee when I try to move out the old flowers and I didn't expect anything until I kena sting by bee on my finger! Darn so painful!! I know you get mad on me dad. But can you don't be 'bee' to sting me. Luckily its not so serious. 

Dad, you know that I miss you mah? Do you hear whenever I whisper? Do you see when I tears? Do you feel when I sad? But dad, no matter what happen to me, I take it as challenging in my life. I don't give up easily in anything dad. I did something can make you so proud dad. I told you just now how's my life going on. You are my soul, my heart, my idol and my strength to go on with my life. It's been 6 years I didn't celebrate father's day with you in reality. I miss the old time we've been together. Miss the time we chit chat about your experienced and about life. What I regretted the most is I couldn't manage to hug and tell you that I love you so much dad. However it is.. you are still in my heart and no one can replace you dad. I hope that you happy seeing me just now. I appreciate everything you've done for me. 

For those out there, treat your parents as good as you should. They wont longer to be with you all the time. Love and respect them as they still alive. Don't regret the end of the day. My dad taught me a lot about life. He never feel tired to share and teach about everything. 

Part of father's day, I spent my day with my best and gorgeous darling, Eng Eng. It's been so long didn't meet her. And she become more plump. Hehe.. It's gonna be her birthday tomorrow so we decided to celebrate her birthday without birthday cake. Just treat her for lunch. I'll surprise her tomorrow then. Hehe.. 

I did some shop today. Shop much this month. Ada budget lebih so nothing wrong belanja lebih kan. And I'll shop til drop next few months. Shopping heaven here I come. 

xoxo

Good effort with good result

Just came back from ex colleague birthday dinner. Been so long didn't see them and they was surprised on me. Hehe.. Well, itu dia pretty gorgeous Caroll~ I didn't join them for happy hours as I need to send Cimek back home. Some more another party awaiting for me at home. Kara oke night!~ 

Hoooraaayyyyyyyy!!!! I am happy with my first battle exam result. Although my pointer doesn't as what I target ( GPA 3 above) but I am thankful that I pass for 4 subjects. Siapa bilang pala otak aku berkarat? I'll take it serious in everything I wanted to get / have. 2 Years left for me to finish my studies and I pray to God for strength and bless in everything. Thanks to God for what I have until today. I'll do more better for next exam and until the end. 

I know I can do it. Nothing is impossible. I wish I would like to be a successful woman someday, with my own effort. I still can standing on my own selves. I'm a bit disappointed that I couldn't get my target for the exam. Wanna reset for the paper but admin college wont allowed as I already get 'B' result. Kira ok lah tu. Jangan tamak sangat. Hehe.. 

Finally I can make until this stage. Now then I am showing to those people who look down on me. Dude, you can see clearly that I am living in good life now. I don't need any commitment in relationship with you. You thought that I will never be success uh? Sudah lu ludah, lu ada hati jilat balik ar? Cakap jangan sombong lah. Tuah seseorang tak akan nampak. Like I ever said, what comes around will goes around. Don't just tahu blaming others while you sendiri never realize your own mistake!  

I better shut off here.. looking forward for weekend~ Plans! And couldn't wait for next weekend!~ Short vacation awaiting~

xoxo

The changes began ...

Yes!! So far until today I did another changes on me. I did color my hair and I'm loving it! Aweeesooommeee!!~ (in the eyes of me lah) Will upload the pix after do some photo shoot this coming weekend. So friends, feel free to drop comments. 

2011, The month began, February, I've decided to further my studies. Then I make some changes once again where I did pierced my nose. And I like it so much. Day to day I can feel my life much happier than before. It's full of colors and laughter. Until today, I decided to color my hair and the result shown, AWESOME babe! Loving it! It's totally make different on me. LOL! Next changes will be tattoo. I know its kinda late to make some changes on me, but at least I did it now. As long as I'm happy being like this. 

I did some shopping. Bought new earring, new color lenses, sandal, nail color, and etc. I tahan my desire to shop for new clothes, not until I fly again to 'shopping heaven'. Yeahh.. left couple of months to go. Can't wait to have fun and meet all my buddies there.

Have to stop right here. Assignment waiting me to finish it before due date. Tomorrow!! Well, last minute punya kerja. See yea~ Smile~

xoxo

Another happy day

Had fun last night when we all once again gathered for happy hours activities. Sing K, BBQ and joke around. Everybody does happy and have awesome moment. Fuckin' perfect life, indeed. Life getting better and better and I can easily handle certain problem by myself with peaceful mind. To anyone out there (those who ever thought I would never be better), don't fool me around with all those fuckin' shit bullshit. I don't care those stalkers nor haters, I do what I think I should and worth for me. Past will never be the same as current. So pesanan dari penaja, maju lah kehadapan bukan nya mundur ke belakang. Hidup sementara jer.. if you don't appreciate it now, it wont be the best moment in your life. 

I'll make the different on myself once again! Remember when I ever mentioned in previous post, that I've planned to color my hair. Will color my hair soon~ But not today lah..my hair consultant not free for today. Huhu~ Can't wait to see the different. Curious to know how do I look with my new hair color. Hmm.. still thinking what nice color that suit me. Any suggestion mah guys? Ngeeee~~ So guys, stay tune for the changes. Definitely will post many many pix on facebook. Apu nehh..mense nyak! LOL!

My weekend fully book with a lot of activities. So today's activities might go for shopping and photo shoot once again. Yea.. I loike photo shoot. Keep every moment of happy smile memories. Might shop for new lenses too~ Yippie~ Ok need to get ready and prepare myself. See you guys, when I see you.. Smile~ 

xoxo

Enjoy the song~

Happy hours non-stop!

Raining day here in Miri. Since early in the morning as mom said. What a nice weather to sleep. Yea I just woke up. Hehe. Taking 1 day leave again today. Need more sleep for myself. Weekend just great. Hang out and have fun with girl friends and boy friends. Went for karaoke and at the same time celebrate lost friend's belated birthday. It's supposed ladies night gather but we can't 'waive out' those boy friends who did joined them earlier. I lost my voice the next morning, too much 'contribute' my voice lah tu. What funny thing happened that night was something that I never thought in my mind. Ada juga waiter at the club interested to know me and ask for phone number. I don't even know who's he calling when I walk to washroom. 'Cute girl', that's what he call me. Well, good looking juga. But I didn't give my contact number at the first place. Will come for happy hour again at the same place next time. He keep often go in the room and check on our drinks but at the same time smile sengih sengih at me. We head ourselves back to the hotel (as I stay outside) and continue our happy hours until morning. Sigh! I just had my sleep for less than 2 hours. Drink and chit chat until peng. But worth it. As long as I am happy with friends around.

Yet the next day we couldn't finish our left over beers. Everybody get ready for check out and we get ourselves for lunch. Still feel dizzy and sleepy! The whole day was tired / exhausted day to me. I only reached home in the evening. Clean myself for next plan, family gathering with relatives. Cant reject it as mom called me for few times to remind me to attend the gathering. Sigh! Tired leh.. Once again I have to force myself drove to Senadin. Thought I can shut off my eyes awhile but it doesn't work. There once again I continued happy hours with cousins and friend until midnight. Hehe.. That's why I decided to extend my leave until today. Plus I need to settle something today. Tayar keta ku pancit..huhu~ Then accompany mom to shop for groceries as tonight will be another family gathering at home. Yeahh! Once again happy hours. Let's sing K and dance tonite!

Need prepare myself for shopping mode. Will upload those pictures soon. Happy girls are prettiest~~

xoxo

Let's dance!!

Pathetic Gigolo

Just returned home from outing. Go makan and gossiping. Another part of favorite activities whenever chill out with friends. More fun if the gossipers are kamceng punya channel. The hottest issue is about GIGOLO topic. Some of you might know who's the person I mean by GIGOLO. Hehe.. Poor guy. Just because can't get his sugar mummy's hole, he hantar muka tak malu and ask for other service pula. Tsk tsk tsk! If muka handsome, doesn't mind lah. I thought that person might realized from his life style, but I am wrong. This type of person will never wake up from his disgusting character, ever. If he could dare cheated on me, he can easily cheating behind his new 'Indon's toy', right? He is! Is that what he said royalty? Honest? LMAO! Sorry dude. I am no longer the same person you known before. No more begging beggar games. You choose her so take it. No need for you to talk like I will 'mati mati' want you. That was previous of me. And no need for you to point everything to me and come out with assumption that you are glad to see I get normal back. It's you yang tak normal. Because of too much addicted to s**. Kelian~ 

I'm pretty happy now. Honestly speaking, happiness just around me. I take every opportunities that comes across me as I know the chances not often come. Sometimes what we want aren't the best for us but what we get is much better than what we wanted. To gigolo, do change your attitude before you fall in to regretful day. Don't make yourself so pathetic. You are a guy. Don't let people give bad view on you. Be someone that valuable, someone that know how to appreciate about yourself. about life. Not someone that cheap. I appreciated you previously because you are my man but not anymore since after what you did to me. Don't make until people label you such as sampah masyarakat. You should know what type of person I am. Don't compare me with someone like her. Although she is a woman, she's not deserve to be in the same level as me. Go fix your brain dude! Get loss with cheap taste bitch! 

Ok stop gossiping about this cheap gigolo. Change topic. I eagerly to watch Pirate Caribbean. Too many plans starting from tomorrow. Will be my exhausted weekend. Hopefully I can watch my new boyfriend acting tomorrow; Johnny Deep. LOL! Disappointed that day as me and my cuz couldn't get any seat to watch the movie. If it still no available ticket tomorrow, I'll end up buy the DVD and watch it at home! But my point to watch it in cinema because just wanna feel how is it with the new cinema since after the cineplex moved to Merdeka mall. So that I can give my point of view about the place. Hmm.. if tomorrow not jadi, I'll bring any of my admire lah to watch it with me next time. *wink wink* Don't jeles~ 

Need off to bed~ Fresh look needed for weekend project~ smile~

xoxo