Morality existed since we born. Believe it or not? But then it could turn to immoral or stay morality. I couldn't believe with certain people, upper age, acting like youngster showing mid finger in public figure. Have no idea what the caused but what we've seen local family vs Bruneian. The scenario was happened at Bintang Megamall last Sunday afternoon when I was on my way to find parking but end up stuck just bcos of this 2,two,dua ego men. At first we tot breakdown car as we been stuck there for half hour.
But we heard different sound,fighting,loudly. Saw both men fight for their own right with no shamed in front public. Just don't understand with this kinda of people. What so hard to talk in proper way instead pointing to each other. They both just like small kid fighting for candies. Bring bad image to everybody. I cant just sit inside the car and stuck there with empty stomach. So I made my mind to hon out. I was so impatient,bcos 'm hungry. It took half hour watch stupid scenario.
For Bruneian, we know that you come over for shop or you memang local people but please don't show bad manners which can bring bad impression to our next neighbour,Brunei. Sometimes I do headache and pissed off when comes to weekend, I only can seen Brunei's car all over the places. Damn! You all penuh kan tempat parking kereta jer lahhhh.... dah lah drive like turtle and act like you all so rich and can buy anything that you wan. Of cos you can...our forex rate $ totally different mahhh...
Ok lah.. I don't wish to continuing ruining my mood in mid nite. I better go to bed soon. Been sleepless for 2 months. Sigh!
xoxo
July 19, 2010
July 18, 2010
Envy end with death!
No one really honest in this world.Weird is,they love to curse or 'bomoh' innocent people just bcos of unsatisfied life they having now. Its you who should decorate your path so that you wont get envy on what others get but doesn't you. You should thankful on what you living for not against on others. What you get by doing something that against to religion?? Don't you feel that more sin than drug addict? Do you ever think if there's someone else do the same thing to you? I pray to God that someday you'll get punish on what you did! Trust nobody!
July 17, 2010
Feeling unwell
Geez!~ Mummy, 'm so sick with porridge on my every meals. Can I have other menu? No taste lah eat porridge. Some more its plain porridge! Huhu... I've been sick since few weeks ago. One to two days will be ok then fallen sick again. Aduuhh...I have to put on weight again. Didn't take proper meals lately. But but but...I couldn't simply eat anything until I really get better. Sigh!
Ok lah.. mom keep on bubbling for dinner. Else I kena makan by her. See yea..
xoxo
Ok lah.. mom keep on bubbling for dinner. Else I kena makan by her. See yea..
xoxo
July 15, 2010
Not the fake!
I just don't get those guys nowadays who acting like they're an angel in everything. What make they so proud to be on what they are whilst they just like empty can. Certain guys love to pointing finger to woman like they never did wrong before. There's no one perfect in this world,even if one, that is God.
Why make life so complicated? If you think you so clever, you wont bother to against me. Its really shame when men hardly to humiliate a woman who doesn't accept you as her 'Mr. Right'. You know what? You are such ball-less person! No matter how is my previous life look like, I wont bother to know as I know there's no one other than God know us as well. What is the point you get from what you are doing?? You'll get nothing other than anger. Do respect more on other people. Learn to be more manners in every single action you make. That's how people will respect you. Everybody have their own weakness so don't point the blame on one party whilst you might be the worse than other people out there.
As you said, sex is important. Important than knowing more on how to be more mature and more behave in any relations?? Remind me if I'm wrong but this is the fact that you need to know about morality. Don't be so arrogant on what you have done. Life just once, don't think you will always get what you want.
xoxo
Why make life so complicated? If you think you so clever, you wont bother to against me. Its really shame when men hardly to humiliate a woman who doesn't accept you as her 'Mr. Right'. You know what? You are such ball-less person! No matter how is my previous life look like, I wont bother to know as I know there's no one other than God know us as well. What is the point you get from what you are doing?? You'll get nothing other than anger. Do respect more on other people. Learn to be more manners in every single action you make. That's how people will respect you. Everybody have their own weakness so don't point the blame on one party whilst you might be the worse than other people out there.
As you said, sex is important. Important than knowing more on how to be more mature and more behave in any relations?? Remind me if I'm wrong but this is the fact that you need to know about morality. Don't be so arrogant on what you have done. Life just once, don't think you will always get what you want.
xoxo
July 03, 2010
He's was my idol
I miss someone..someone that I adore.
Daddy,do you still remember of your the only lovely daughter?
I wondering how are you now dad?I eager wanted to see you.Wondering if you watching me up there.
I pray for your soul to be place with nice pure holy people.I miss the moment we being together. Miss how you treated your children to be a better person ever,even thou we're not as what you wish we to-be.At least,we (me & bro) can keep on living until today.
Dad,live was wonderful when you were here beside us. You are my idol,my dictionary,grammar,even TEACHER and my EVERYTHING. I never feel shame to have a dad like you. You know how deep is my love toward you. It was a huge impact to lose you. I lose my path, I lose myself, my confidence in everything. Our family wont be the same as before where you still around. Everybody doing everything by individual. With no leader, we proper management, everything is mess. I wish you were here whenever I need you to guide me as you usually did. There's no one can replace you, dad. No one can be you. If it is, it wont be the same. Your knowledge, your honor, your manners, your attitude..
Remember when the time me and brother still small kids, we like to fight and you always win him and scolded me even thou you know it wasn't my mistake. But you never scold me right after that. I do still remember when you taught me not to give up easily when you push me to go more further deep to the sea until I almost get drown and you did saved my life. But dad, i never put you as my enemy. I being nice to everyone as what you taught me. *wink wink*
Now, everything is different. I feel empty. I feel I lost something that so precious. And that is you, dad.
When you still here, everything under control. People likes listen to your advices, stories and knowledge. Because you know, you wont loss anything. You are so kind until you never have intention to hate anyone without reason. I know there's certain people might doesn't like you dad. But as you said, we don't have power to stop them being so ridiculous and we not suppose to keep revenge and heart feeling either. What we should..sharing our prayers to everybody. You never easy to give up in every decision you made. For the sake of your family you built, you never stop walking to the top for the best for us. And you did it dad! You built us a house to stay, you gave a special life to each of us, you gave sunshine in every angle to everyone of us.
One thing dad, I do feel regretted that I've made decision that you never wanted it to be. I know deep inside your eyes, hard for you to accept.I'm so sorry dad. I'm so sorry. If there's a way for me to ask for apologize in front you, I would pleasure to kneel to do it. You threat me such a good person but I never realized that I may hurt your feeling. You rather to keep silence not to talk where is my mistake. You love me more than you do. If time can turn back, I, definitely will do the best for you, Dad.
We do love you dad...we do...
Daddy,do you still remember of your the only lovely daughter?
I wondering how are you now dad?I eager wanted to see you.Wondering if you watching me up there.
I pray for your soul to be place with nice pure holy people.I miss the moment we being together. Miss how you treated your children to be a better person ever,even thou we're not as what you wish we to-be.At least,we (me & bro) can keep on living until today.
Dad,live was wonderful when you were here beside us. You are my idol,my dictionary,grammar,even TEACHER and my EVERYTHING. I never feel shame to have a dad like you. You know how deep is my love toward you. It was a huge impact to lose you. I lose my path, I lose myself, my confidence in everything. Our family wont be the same as before where you still around. Everybody doing everything by individual. With no leader, we proper management, everything is mess. I wish you were here whenever I need you to guide me as you usually did. There's no one can replace you, dad. No one can be you. If it is, it wont be the same. Your knowledge, your honor, your manners, your attitude..
Remember when the time me and brother still small kids, we like to fight and you always win him and scolded me even thou you know it wasn't my mistake. But you never scold me right after that. I do still remember when you taught me not to give up easily when you push me to go more further deep to the sea until I almost get drown and you did saved my life. But dad, i never put you as my enemy. I being nice to everyone as what you taught me. *wink wink*
Now, everything is different. I feel empty. I feel I lost something that so precious. And that is you, dad.
When you still here, everything under control. People likes listen to your advices, stories and knowledge. Because you know, you wont loss anything. You are so kind until you never have intention to hate anyone without reason. I know there's certain people might doesn't like you dad. But as you said, we don't have power to stop them being so ridiculous and we not suppose to keep revenge and heart feeling either. What we should..sharing our prayers to everybody. You never easy to give up in every decision you made. For the sake of your family you built, you never stop walking to the top for the best for us. And you did it dad! You built us a house to stay, you gave a special life to each of us, you gave sunshine in every angle to everyone of us.
One thing dad, I do feel regretted that I've made decision that you never wanted it to be. I know deep inside your eyes, hard for you to accept.I'm so sorry dad. I'm so sorry. If there's a way for me to ask for apologize in front you, I would pleasure to kneel to do it. You threat me such a good person but I never realized that I may hurt your feeling. You rather to keep silence not to talk where is my mistake. You love me more than you do. If time can turn back, I, definitely will do the best for you, Dad.
We do love you dad...we do...
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