April 25, 2010

The sadness of me~

Living learning me more about life.The scenario of dramas.Being ordinary person,its tough journey to go on through.Its not easy as anyone thought.Life just like dramas.I just want my life to be normal as other people do.Life without too much pressure..too much anger..too much annoying..too much propaganda..etc.I just have no idea how is my life going on in the future.WTF!I'm stuck-ing in the between of scene.What more I can say about my terrible life.But I do know there's more people who living in weakness and hardness in life.
I have mother who always with her optimistic minded.Only will look onto the temporary goodness of someone.But will 100% membenci with someone no matter her own blood related.I just don't understand her even she's my mom.I wish she is like someone's mom who really caring,loving and understanding person ever.But then..no matter how,she still my mother thou.What I can do,just be patience,patience and patience.
I feel like separate or easy to say,tersisih from others.Hey,here I am..still alive wat.Hard to be too kind to everyone but heartless to be too heartless with everyone.So which I should be?Angel or Devil?

.... to be continue~

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