Taking another sick leave again today. Caught by high fever last night. Geez. Finally I get sick. I thought I would feel better after taken medicine last night. But get fever again after kena air con. I hate when sore throat. Couldn't simply eat anything while sick. Hurm. Head myself back home this afternoon, I straight away rest myself on bed. I felt so weak and less energy. I didn't realized I fall asleep.
Once I get sick I have no energy to do anything. And I need assistance to help me in anything too. I know that impossible. I get used to handle and face everything by myself. I don't know why I become so kind to everyone even thou I know they never treat the same as how I treated them. But I know it wouldn't be as what I wanted it to be. Well, it's not big deal for me. For me, silence is golden. :)
Teddy outstation again. Away for few days. I must get use without him around. I know that he need to find extra money for living. Waiting teddy to come back. Hope I'll get better when he back.
Guys, need relax my mind. Fever coming again~
xoxo