Sesuatu yang Berbeza - Khas buat si dia

The cute of me...

Cut my hair once again. Little bit different style than before. Yet still look cute~ Hehe.. Don't jealous. Some people did question me why must I cut my hair short. Well, there's few reason. I like short hair. It's not I dislike long hair. I kept long hair since I still in school until 1 (one, satu) year ago I bravely myself walk to one of the saloon in Miri and ask the hair cutter which is my hair consultant now. I have no confidence on how will I look like after I cut my long hair. Just because wanna look different and someone that love to try something new / different. Encourage myself to proceed my plan. 

Lastly, I came out with awesome hair style! And I do like it so much. By that time I belum color my hair lagi. I just let it with nature color. Now then I come out with another different hair style yet it short and what make it different is I did color my hair last few month ago. Ya did mentioned about it in previous post. Awesome~ I become  more cute and cute and cute day to day. (mode puji diri. well to give strength to myself. Tak boleh meh??) Every time I come out with new different thing, way, style, or etc, my strength to go on with my life become more stronger time to time. I don't feel afraid or coward like before. For someone that wanted or have desire to make some changes in their life, just do it. Sometimes it does take time to change, but at least we try to achieve what we want. Apakah aku merepak awal pagi tok.. Hurm..

Listening to my favorite song while having my breakfast; plain water with bun. Today's plan nothing special. Lend hand to help kan di di to angkut his curtain hook or whatever that thing call. Well he need my car to bring back that thing as his 'car' kinda no roof and not big enough to put the thing. Wekekeke~ My weekend might starting boring. Need start doing my assignment and revision. Come on Honey! You must do the best this time. Pay more attention to your study instead fooling around. Hurm.. Headache!

xoxo

Photos taken while on holiday~ Once a year spent much for shop, worth. Shop til I drop! Hehe.. Once a year shop mah. Makan aje kerja kat sana. 

Yummy~

 

Miss all the foods~

It's only for 2nd day shop.. Geez! 

Only some of the selected photos can be posted. Enjoy~ Will come again another day~

xoxo

Hingga Akhir Waktu - Dedicated to those who really appreciate me

Another day another reward

Just back from holiday and rest for a day nia. Now then another outstation awaiting me. Will be away very soon once again. Geez! Kinda tired le. Feeling unwell. But what to do, it's my responsibilities to go on with my tasks. At least I can away to refresh my mind from my paperwork in the office. Well, as long as my life feel good and nothing to headache with. My life getting better and better, hopefully. Full my schedule with a lot of things and. I am quite busy recently. Packed! Hehe..

New semester started and it will be my busy mode with assignments. Hopefully I make much better than previous this time. Improve more. Nothing is impossible. Sometimes we do feel like we really need everything to be complete without any slack. I've received my 2nd semester exam result. Hurm.. kinda disappointed with it but its not the end. I never stop from being strong and tough. No matter how, try more better. I will get the reward someday from being not to give up. I don't mind what people out there might think or assume of me. I don't need them to judge my life as its only between me n God who have the right to judge. What I need now is, to be strong in what ever I am in. And no fear to every temptation that comes to me. 

Should stop here for now on, need zzz and pamper myself~ Nite everyone~ Nite my teddy~

(Will dedicated a song to everyone, especially to Teddy. Song for the night. Enjoy~)

xoxo

Tiring yet fun

It's been few days I was here in KL for holiday. Visited few places, met friends and have fun. Yes I am so happy. Thou it is tiring and my legs punya muscle seems macam mau pecah saja. This year punya trip only focus on shopping. Mega sales babes!~ I shop til I drop! Muahahha!

Enjoyed my KL night with my lovely gorgeous girl friends at one of the club at Bukit Bintang. It was awesome!! It's remind me how is the way me and my closed friend (Sophie) go clubbing last time. We have a lot of fun. Dance on the floor, laughing, joking, drinking and so on. Babe Sop, you're so gorgeous lah with your red gown. And the rest too. The place was packed! Crowded with leng zai~ woo woo~~~ Hehe.. My drink of the night : 1 Jug of Long Island Ice Tea. For them it 1 Jug but for me it consider 1 big glass. Darn! I punya lah terkejut at the first place when the waiter which is so darn funny served my drink. Never been serve with Long Island Ice Tea with that big glass. LOL! We head ourselves back home around 2 or 3 in the morning. I couldn't do anything other than land myself on the bed and zzz. (My favorite GCB at Mcd pun belum makan lagi)

Ok guys, gonna ready for another shopping mode. Need get myself a new luggage as my current luggage tak muat lagi. Will upload few photos soon. Enjoy yea ~~

How much I'm happy? Not counted. I am so happy til I couldn't waive all my happiness around my friends here. Met them was the greatest moment. Luv you all~~

xoxo

Shopping heaven here I am!

Tiring day!~ But I am so happy. It's been long time tak come visit shopping heaven. Shopped til drop! Touch down KL in the afternoon and full fill my empty stomach before start the shopping hunt. So far we've (me and friends) been to few places (shopping complex) to sell off our money. Hehe.. Well, who wanna let go the chance? 

I'm kinda tired ordy. So going to off soon. Tomorrow will another day for shopping mode. Will update more about my day here in big city. Nite everyone~ 

Oh ya..to someone name Lau Puong Kai a.k.a Ah Kai. Do get a life k. Dah dapat sundal Indonesian so fuck her as you want lo. I am not your toy mah. Why le? Shanty Anisa de pussy not good ar? That's why you barking me back?? No way lah psycho. Fuck off!!

xoxo

Saturday Nite!

Great weekend night I have last night. Been fooling outing around with my family members at favorite spot, Al Fresco. Head ourselves back to home at 3am in the morning. It's great when closed family member gathered and have fun, chit chat, gossips and joke around with each other. That's what we usually do. To keep the relationship between each other will remain close forever. But I don't understand certain people (relatives sendiri) 'growth' their enviness to others. 

To be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting. Why would we couldn't be happy and have a great fun with people we love? God has given you one face, and you make yourself another. Why? Why must you create something that can make everybody misunderstood to each other. Just don't break the moment everyone have if you could be happy as we are now. We never stop you for being to harsh, not even say any bad words about you and your family. Yet what we 've seen and heard, it does make us felt really bad. I don't get why must some of them show their enviness and against us for something that we don't know what the exactly happen. 

Anyway, it's really a great time sometimes, when everyone can gather like this. That the way we can make the relationship between each other more firm. And no prejudice among each other. Why must bermusuhan sesama sendiri? What will you get for doing that? Nothing right? Hanya sakit hati sendiri. It's only less quoter of us. There's more relatives that can't present their selves last night. There would be lagi jealous lah that one family tengok us have great time. Well, be happy mah. And I bet we have not enough place. Hehe.. 

Hurm. Some how, there's one person sound not happy last night. (Teddy) 

xoxo

AUGUST

First of all, I would like to wish a HAPPY BIRTHDAY once again to my best closed buddy, Gorgeous Sophie! Muahhhh!~ Wish you good luck in everything. Maintain gorgeous, cute, trendy and vogue! Berapa umur sudah ar? Hehehe.. Biarlah rahsia. How's your celebration? I bet you got plans for your special day. Anyway, enjoy & happy on your day yea. I'll be coming soon and we celebrate your belated bday once again. (in any how lah) Cant wait!!

Once again in August ... Teddy's bday. Bought small cake and bday gifts for Teddy. Thou it just simple celebration but we did have great time. Wish Teddy good luck & cheers. No matter how hard life it is, don't put 'give up' words in your dictionary. Anyway, I luv making people happy and smile on what I do for them, no matter on special day or normal day. Because with that way, I'll be happy too. 

New semester just started. Well, another battle to break off. The best part is class 5 hari berturut turut oh. Marvelous sangat sangat lah tu. 5 Subject oh. Bisa bisakkk. I don't know if I can score good pointer for this semester exam. Hopefully I can go through it. Yes I can! Nothing is impossible. Student pula most of them are freshie junior. Hmm..berlagak nampak. Kasih jentik dia orang nanti baru tau. 

I'll be away soon. Be fly off to some where. Will meet my friends! Such a long time didn't meet some of them. Excited giler! I'm coming~ Holiday! At least I can off from the hell of my works ma.. Go relax relax mah...Packing completed! 

xoxo

You suck at Love!

6th Anniversary

Love them when they are still around. Miss them when they're gone. A father and mother, being huge role in their parenthood. They taking care of us since we still in mom's womb. It's 6th anniversary of memorable daddy. It was 2 days ago. I forgot and totally forgot about his day. Until this morning when I suddenly remember his date. I straight away call mom and ask her if she remember dad's anniversary. 

Yes as I know, mom too, forgot about it. I was mad to myself once again This is the first time I forgot about dad's anniversary. I bet he would be angry toward me. I was remember before the day but then I easily forget so this is what had happened. 2 Days passed , today baru ingat. Geez! Apa punya anak lah aku ni. Teruk betul. So we (mom, bro, Vie, Spen and me) went to dad's grave to visit him It's been 2nd time in this year, visited him. 6 Years, yet I still miss him so much. If he is around, or some where nearby, I definitely will go to him and give him a huge hug. I'm sorry dad that I totally forgot about your anniversary. I thought so many things recently. Using too much of my brain and caused me couldn't think wiser. Hmm.. this is your daughter nowadays dad. Help her. Guide her dad. So that she wont easily fall down. Anyway, do received your favorite flower, rose. Sorry dad it doesn't look fresh and pretty anymore, as mom not really good in choosing. I'll get the pretty and fresh rose for you. Just like your cute daughter. Miss you dad. May God bless you.

Story 2

Spent my Friday nite with Teddy. It's Teddy's special day today. Teddy's birthday. He does look moody since afternoon. I did prepared some gifts for him since few days ago. Something that he wanted. I afraid he dislike what ever I give. But I am wrong, he likes and appreciate it! Thanks anyway. And hope that Teddy will always happy and smile no matter what happen. Just don't give up as what Teddy told me. 

Okie, my eyes getting sore. Guess its the time to shut down my eyes. Nite buddies. Smile~

xoxo

Jar Of Hearts

No, I can't take one more step towards you
‘Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time
Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
‘Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

Jar of Hearts

Aku jatuh cinta pada mu...!!!

Fallen in love! Yea..for the first time I saw it, I was like, 'Oh MG! How I wish I own it.' I'm in love~ Woo woo~ Will be my next target. I saw you right in front of my eyes. I saw you, my heart start beating and the desire to have you is 'MUST'! I saw you, I will take care of you bagaikan menatang minyak yang penuh. I saw you, you MIGHT be the last. It's you.. you SAMSUNG GALAXY I~ 

I must own new phone, soon. I've fallen in love with Samsung Galaxy phone. Since when? Recently. I think I don't need Iphone. Might don't how to use that. Samsung Galaxy not bad le. Will get it when my holiday trip. Few things to own in my shopping list. Clothes of cause, mesti tu. Then gadget and might survey for music player for my little kancil. Pity him. He need new player so that he can entertain me while I bring him walk around. Can't wait to fly! Oh seriously can't wait to shop and meet my friends. Everybody! Let's party! 

~ Need start to pack early else might forgot what I should bring. (via excitedmode) wekekeke!

See yea guys~

xoxo

I want it badly!!