Human resource suck!

Sometimes we might don't know what that person capable to do while in anger mood. Might can be most fierce or have desire to fight. That's what happened to me lately. I lost my patience on my HR. Siapa suruh dia cari pasal with me. I've been patience with that makcik dara tua since so long. She's such arrogant human resource and totally no respectful to others. 

It was happened last few days ago when my workplace conduct interview. As everyone know, she macam biasa will action action punya. So one afternoon, there was a lady came by for the interview. While she waiting for the manager return to office, she have been asking me and my other colleague if the manager is around. Just because I assist that lady to another floor, she jadi like anjing gila marah and accused me for sabotage her works pula. Caken nar ehh.. I have no bad intention to sabotage or prejudice toward her pun. I just doing the right thing seems she doesn't care at all about her responsibilities. I know that she will come to me and try to show off her ability to shoot me. Well, she is. She came to my table and say 'thank you' in annoying way. Then she starting her very common style in front me and everyone in the office. Aku ni kalo orang tak cari pasal dulu, aku tak sengat sebarangan. Bila aku dah sengat, menangis ada kau nanti. 

She thought I afraid of her meh?? I ain't got nothing to scare of. For the first time ever I feel so gangster lah. I mean I never gaduh at my workplace pun. LOL! This is the first and the worst. The best word I shouted right on her face is.. 'madafaker!' LMAO!! Sapa suruh cari pasal. My mood dah tak bagus since morning, she pula add on the fire so what for to wait. It's the time to shoot her and I did it. Human resource konon. You tu setakat executive level aje. If attitute bagus tak apa lah. Ini macam apa..gambong! Ok lah mok chaw lok..if wanna know more detail about what happen..PM me then.. smile~

xoxo

Sunday

Blessing Sunday. Just woke up about half hour ago. Back home late at night from family gathering. Well its very warm when everybody gathered. So yesterday punya activities is..morning spent time with Mommy, be her driver and have lunch with her. Then after I sent her off, I outing with Teddy and walk around the mall. Got nothing to do so kinda boring mah. Miri where got such better place can go. Other than all the mall here in Miri, where else we should go le. 

And today is Sunday, I don't know which one I should accept. Every weekend I have more than 2 invitations and weekday pula no need to say lah. Geez! So busy of me nowadays. Wanted to pamper myself in SPA. Relaxing my body and mind. Euwww~~ How good it is! Nahh..never mind. Wait until my next trip in August. Give another shot for myself. This the only chance for me to enjoy while College still in semester break. Next semester will be more tough I heard. So I must struggle hard. No hanky panky time. I can do it! 

By the way, there's one topic that I would like to write. While I walk around the mall. I saw someone that I familiar with. But I still couldn't confirm who is that person. I only can see side view mah. So when she turn her face to full view, Oh MG. I am truly darn right! It's her! My ever best buddy since school. Before that, I like her hair. Hehe.. We ever be best friend but the friendship turn sour on one day. Yet until today I still confused what make she changed so drastic toward me. If it because of $ that you wanna lend from me, I am so sorry dear that I couldn't lend you that much. It is such a big amount. You make me felt guilty until today. Do you realized that? I am too naive for you. I did so many thing for you yet you treated me like this. But then its ok dear. Past is past. May God bless you and your family. I'm happy that you get married and gifted a daughter. Cute of her. I heard too about what had happened to you. Dear, do change yea. Don't ever do such thing again. I am so surprised when I heard the news from brother. Why the heck you did it?! I never tot that you did it. It's really against the law. Luckily the management didn't send you off to balai. I often seeing your parents in town. It's been long time didn't visit them as I did last time. Miss your mom too. Everybody ever ask me what happened to us, to our friendship. I just keep it silent without an actual answer. Let it keep by myself. 

I really hope that one day, we back again like the way we are before. Talk and share everything like we always did. It's really meaningful moment to us. May God bless you dear Atty. Amen.

Btw, bought new shoes! Nike! Wee weee~~ Another money spent. Geez!

xoxo

Stupid Ma De Fa Ker Anak Dara Tua

What a day today.. Busy until I have no time for breakfast or even go to washroom. Darn! I trying to clear everything before the end of the day but yet I have only 2 hands and one brain. I am not capable to settle everything in one day. I am not super robot bha! Slept only for 4 hours and have been restless since few weeks ago. I should give myself fully rest. Sigh! 

The best part happened today is when anak dara tua menegur skirt yang I wore today. I have my own reason why I have to wear the skirt instead wear uniform. But yea I wore the blouse le. Just the different today is I wore different skirt mah. What the problem with that anak dara tua. She so jealous for not being cute and sexy as me. Ala..rasa diri tu tak kahwin lagi. Every body does know the attitude of her. Very the most 'ngiao ji' aunt. And of cos every where you go for work, there always politics among mah. Well, I am pretty naughty in the office. So no doubt there's envy and dengki type of people exist. But then its wouldn't stop me being cute and daring everyday to work. Jealous lu punya pasal lah.. 

I couldn't wait for next holiday trip. Yes! Going to meet all friends and gather once again for happy hours. The touching part is they're willing to wait and did applied earlier leave just to meet me. Awesommmeeee!! It's shopping fever too! Been stop from shopping for at least 5 months ago. Now the fever of shopping starting again and waiting me to spend my money! Yeahhh!! New outfits and accessories. Welcome back of me. I should go for holidays more often. Too many things in mind and I do need rest. I don't need bother on what ever stupid dummy crap fucking darn problem right now. What I should do is kejar date line and settle any pending tasks before I go. 

Another stories is, to that someone, do stop from bothering and disturbing my life. I don't need you anymore. And there's no way for me to be with you anymore no matter how you call me or pujuk me. Because that doesn't work anymore. I've given you chances last few months yet you are so annoying and so egois. Now then you come back and disturbing me after I clear off my feeling toward you. Hello bro, ohh..not bro.. psycho, I am not a type that will ludah and jilat balik k. Last time I was so darn stupid for given you so many chances until you fool me around. But then its all just history. And I do appreciate my current life now. I'm happy with everyone, happy with my life. Smile everyday and have great time often. This time its really will end. Just end. Never look back again. So don't bother to contact me anymore. 

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Shopping mode!

Stressful with that stupid bloody hell psycho's interruption made me wasted $200++ for shopping today. Darn! That's why I hate when I'm in stress. Need stop my itchy heart to shop. Else I couldn't make it to next month holiday trip. I'll post some of the stuffs that I bought today. And that already cost me $100+. Geez!! But anyway, I am happy le. At least I got something new to show off. LOL! Don't jealous mealous~~ 

Who say that I couldn't live happily? I am happy and will be happy in future. Who ever that person who did cursed me, I just will forgive the person but the rest is let God determine on that. To curse me about my face, its really a bad bad bad sin for you. I don't ask for this birth mark. I have it from God. It's gifted from Him and I am much grateful to have this type of face. I never feel shame on it. I can make change on my face but what for? To change yourself to be someone else thou that's what God had given to you? 

Ok lah talking about that person buat sakit hati aje. Not worth it right? So here is some photos for you guys. Purposely showing off. But sorry couldn't upload all of the stuffs I bought. ;p

xoxo

Cakap guna otak bukan guna lan jiao!

When you are important to another person, that person will always find a way to make time for you. No excuses. No lies. No broken promises. But if that person look for you for one reason, which is to make you miserable, that's not call care or love. I don't understand this person. Dah broke up yet still disturbing. I just don't get it. I thought that's the end of the relationship and thought he wont appear in my life anymore. Now then he starting to disturbing me anymore. The reason always the same, delete all the posts that related to him. Huh.. tak yah lah guna that kind of reason ok. If you really happy with your current relationship with that ma'am, why should you bother about me and the blog?

I have the right to say whatever I want inside my blog. Some more we are nothing. No more relationship between us. Thou you begging me, the door will never open for you anymore. Not anymore. What I had and face more than enough to closed my heart. Why must I kena hurt by you again? I am not stupid le. You wanna cover up your status pun I wont believe you anymore. How sweet you are talking to me pun I wont easy fall on it. Past learned me a lot about you. Now then you want me back ar? For what? Not happy seeing me happy?? It's too late for that. Too late... I have no more feeling toward you. Life changed and mind do think wider. Don't disturb me anymore. You have your own life. You choose that road. I accepted that you are gone from my heart. So we do not contact each other anymore. I am no longer yours. It's not fair for your ma'am whom you married if you still contacting me. You blaming me for making both of you break up. Do you use your brain to think before you say out anything mah? It's me the 1st in your heart than her. I make you both broke up?? Huh..I am about to laugh until dead. I can say she's the one who make me broken heart!

I am happy enough with my current life. I don't even bother what happen to you now. I'm having great time. Why you think that I disturbed you heart pula?? You sendiri yang menyusahkan diri wanna go and read my blog. You may no need bother on what I wanna post inside. If you sakit hati on what I posted, that's your problem lah bro. I tak dapat you pun I tak kisah.. ada ku kesah??? 

Don't try to dare me. Else you'll regret. I've been mentioned that for so many times. Don't make I hilang sabar. I ain't got nothing to scare.

xoxo

Mixture of posts

The wars ended and I am so happy marvelous the battles ended. Now semester break starting for 3 weeks. Relief. But I'm not happy with my Economics subject. I might reset for that subject again next time. I have no confident for that paper. Well, just no need to think about college, exam or what ever related. It's freedom until the result come out. Ngeeee~~ 

Last night I went to cinema and watch once again Transformers movie. First movie I was sleep. LOL! Adakah orang tidur while watching movie in cinema. Gila kali nak.. And this 2nd time pun I did mengantok giler but not as critical as before. I went with friends and my mom. It's freaking darn cold. I was freezing crazily. I better not to watch late movie anymore. Else rugi jak buy the ticket but end up sleep in the hall. Should choose funny movie instead action and romantic movie. 

I missing someone right now. Miss the person so badly. Yes he is someone that know how to make me smile and happy. The person who know how to appreciate me. But then I cant lie my heart about how far I trust man in relationship. I've experienced a lot from previous relationship. Why not I get some kind of feeling not to trust any guys. But then I cant hide my feeling from missing someone right now. I know he is missing me too. Hehehe~~ Jiwang berkarat pula aku.. Ok lah have to stop here. Mau relax2 ni. Staying at home for the weekend is good also sometimes. Have a lot of entertainment mah.  See yea~~ smile!~

xoxo

2nd Battle fever started

Target to stay awake for the whole night. And I bet I'll get my panda eyes this few night. Not to say I couldn't shut off my eyes but its because I forcing myself not to sleep and stay awake for the whole night just because of my revision for the coming exam; which is tomorrow. Geez!! I am last mins revision and it does work on me. Unless the subject not bored me. [Yes. That lecture of Economics subject was darn fucking annoying]. Fresh graduate from Curtin but fucking terrible in teaching. This is the first time I felt myself so dumb in the class. Can you imagine how blur I am since 1st topic/chapter until the end?! 

I forced myself to drink coffee 3 in 1, thou I am not supposed to drink coffee. (Any related to coffee) Definitely I'll get migraine tomorrow. Definitely!! The only effective medicine for me to stays my eyes from shut down. I need my eyes freshly by now. This is what a student facing whenever the exam very near. However I must struggle hard for this semester; until the end. I know Honey Boo is a very strong girl and I do know that she can do it until the end. Every one out there giving moral support and do love me so much. I know I can do it. Gambateh Honey Boo!~ 

Last week, I went for movie outing with someone~ Teddy. Managed to get our ticket and watch Transformers (the latest movie. Don't tell me you don't know about it!) It's kinda tired day that day but I brave myself not too show how tired I am in front of everyone. Yes smile always cheers me no matter how exhausted I am. We came earlier 1 hour and head ourselves for dinner @ Sugarbun. I tell you guys, since before I never fall sleep while watching any movie in cinema no matter with who. But then that night I am so darn sleepy and darn fucking cold as the aircon just on top of my head. I felt slept and only watched about half of the scene. What a wasted! Sigh! I am so bad. So mean. I am sorry to the person for being so rude; sleep like I am at home, on my bed. The cinema hall kinda small compare to the previous cinema. The sound system a little bit improve(at the moment lah and its will sound suck few months coming). Short of seat as the hall small. So far I watch, no 'blackout advertisement' appear. So hopefully the management can improve more so people wont come only for the first and the last time to watch. Every night fully packed. If you have plan to watch any new release movie, never go and buy the ticket too late or last minute queue. Now then if I wish to watch movie in cinema, I'll get earlier ticket. Else never will get one pun. 

Got to continue my revision session now. It's study mode so don't wish to ruin my study mood. Will update my blog for latest news. Stay tune~ Yea I have a lot of stories wanna share but I got limited space of time to stick on my blog. Kinda tired to type. (How I wish if the laptop can type by itself and we just instruct / control it thru our mind) Ish.berangan nyer aku.. Good luck and May God bless me once again. Amen~

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Confusing!

I've been wanted to have new and high tech gadget and for sure expensive lah. No high tech stuffs yang murah pun. So I'm thinking if I should take Iphone or Nokia E7. I can get both at anytime but the problem now is I am confusing in choosing on both phone. If I choose Iphone, I might get it by subscribe for Maxis as I can get cheaper price for the Iphone. And Nokia E7 pula, I can get it straight away anytime but is it worth for me to have it? That's why I still don't have either both phone until today. Nothing rush. Let everyone have it first. I can save my $ first and who know I can have Iphone5. Wekekeke! I need some opinion on this matter please. I need phone that can connect me easily and fast to internet. I wanted to have high tech phone because to let me connect to internet. Not because I nak 'ngeso' k. 

Another stuff I wanted to have after I get myself new phone is IPad. Thankful on what I have in return. Thanks God. Harap di murahkan rezeki. Amen.

One month plus to go and I will fly away for my vacation. Away from work tasks and get myself peaceful mind. Need to start to list up what I should bring over but for sure is less weight luggage from here. Hehe! I am going to meet all my friends (hope so meet all of them) else will meet those yang tak sempat on next trip. But next trip planning not to take long time to stay as I wanted to have fun in other places. SG!! I'll be there visit you!! Muahahahahaha!!

Ok guys..need to off now. I have a lot to share with but I have limited time to blog. Stay tune yea.. smile~~

xoxo