Last day of year 2010

December, 31st, 2010

The last day of the year 2010. I don't have any plan where to celebrate and how to celebrate. Everybody still in sad mode as grandma just passed away. It's feel like everyday is same day. Just that its all depend on how people wana celebrate the event. Last year new year was nothing as everybody not around. Then this year new year pula tak cun timing. But hope can spend the countdown with someone that I luv~ someone that did stolen my heart. *blush blush* My big hand!~ Miss him so much.. cant wait to see him. Hopefully he will be available today. At least by being beside him I can smile although I quite stress with work matters and the lost of late grandma.

What's your next year target? Aim for what? I just wish to have new few things ; such as a car, aircond, and new phone. But I still need to settle what I hasn't finish in year 2010. Hutang babe~ Never will finish one de lah.. Geez! When it can settle? Sigh! People keep on moving further but I still stay on the same sole. 

At least this year end I have new place in the office. I'm happy to have new space. It's more bigger compare to the old space. It's not 100% done yet. I still need to wait those Bangladesh finish their work to put up the air cond cover. Still a lot of works to do to arrange my place. I just afraid with my absent they will simply arrange my place. I must come over awhile to have a look else I wont happy with it. Now I got more space to have my meals, to put stuffs, and cabinet to put and lock my bags and etc. I don't worry so much anymore. It's more than enough now compare to previous place I only have one table and drawer only. While the rest have more than that. I do hope management will replace my computer from big head to flat screen. But I don't think it will be work. We have a head of department but not fully can be use. And my admin manager, do she know what the meaning of head of department? One more thing that make me so so so tak puas hati. I felt like she's using me by handling other non-related company's account. Yes, because, I still hasn't receive any compensation/ incentive for doing the account. What the hell...

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Moving is tiring

Exhausted day!! It's second day office moving, from 3rd floor to 2nd floor. I felt so tired, back ache, leg sore and many more. I hate moving! I thought it would be easy for me as I don't have much stuffs to move out seems that I can say I still new in that firm. But what make me so tired is to place my table, cabinet and drawers. And take out my stuffs from other cabinet to my own cabinet. Geez! We moved the furniture by our own selves. Berat what.. I bet you all questioning 'Where gone all the guys?' 'No men help?'. Ada men pun no use le.. It's a practice to settle anything by yourself. Weird right? Yes it is. Try on to apply working with B**, then you know how it feel working in hell. LOL!~

Today's arrangement ain't satisfied me at all. I need one more cabinet but I couldn't take the new one because its for new recruit. So what?! Then the aircond. What the hell.. it cold than upstairs de aircond. Geez! I'll be frozen meat sitting under cold temperature. The building have it own aircond but I don't understand why must they install 2 huge aircond. Right below my place. Stupid idiot! The office planner so good in arrangement uh. I thought she's clever, idealistic but everything seems wrong to everyone. And the funny thing is there's no aircond remote. Damn! I dislike the toilet. I'll miss the old toilet. Big space and hotel standard toilet. Not like what we have now. But at least we have new fridge today. 

What I like about my new place is I sitting next to the window. I can see the view of green view from outside. And I don't need to go up to 3rd floor anymore. Just that I couldn't hang up at Jatty's place anymore. Sigh! Have to wait until next Monday to see how's my new place. 

 Can't wait to see my big hand again.. miss him~

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She's gone ~~

She is gone. Gone forever.. and leaving us without a word. Even thou I seldom visit her but I can feel the loneliness without her around. She is the last eldest great grandma. I'll be missing her even not close to her. As she will owes be my love one. The day she gone..its rainy day. God giving his way to welcome her and be beside Him. I'm so sorry I couldn't make it to see you for the last time. It's kinda hard for me to get permission from my management. May she rest in peace.. and may God bless her.. Amen~

Christmas 2010

Christmas...

We managed to do open house on Christmas day. It's been 5 years without celebrate Christmas season since after dad gone. We did made it until the end of the day. So happy seeing each other came to celebrate with us. Mom's uncle and family came over to stay for Christmas holiday and cousin with family too. Fully booked house on that day. What make this year Christmas so special is I did prepared some door gifts for the kids and adults, candies with cute little bear stick on it. I've been sleepless and restless for 2 weeks just because for Christmas preparations but I'm happy until the day of Christmas. Thanks God for your giving. It was very meaningful to me and my family. Too bad my best buddies couldn't make it for this year Christmas, Sophia & Lee Eng. Hope both of you will be around next year Christmas. One thing so special about this year Christmas is I got Christmas special gift from my best colleague buddy, Ms Chong a.k.a Miao Miao. It's a perfume!! Thank you once again. I'm loving it!~ Muahhhh! Now thinking what should I give for her next year CNY's gift. 

Oh yea..beside the happiness of Christmas, I have another story. I don't know if I should feel it funny or stupidity of drunker. Mom's cousin was drank until drunk on the 3rd of Christmas. And what he did is.. he act like he is the bigger Mafia here in Miri. Geez!~ Asal mabuk nak bertumbuk. Apa reti kahh.. I don't know if he realize what he's doing that time. He even wanted to fight with brother. And brother couldn't control of his patience limit and did gave him a punch. He deserved it as he is so stupid! 

Moral of the story : Don't drink until drunk else you'll get in to trouble.

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Moving soon~

I'm going to moving soon. Move to new place. Have no idea how it feel at new place. The environment will be not the same as before. Moving to new office lah. From 3rd floor to 2nd floor. Even thou I will miss my old place but I still need to like my new place. New desk, table, and cabinet. Especially the partition!! Geez! Standardize uhh?? Standardize taik kucing! Brainless office planner. The table came without the cables hole. I wondering how Mr. Canon arrange the cables. Tomorrow the day for moving. Will wear t-shirt as its gona be tough work, moving those files to downstairs. 

Okie guys, need go to zzz now.. Sleepy le.. Nite yea..

xoxo

Misc

Story 1

What we do for living? Work. Are we happy with our career? Nahh..I like my profession but then what make I dislike is about unfair / unsatisfied in tasks. I don't remember how I apply for my current job. We skip the part how I get the job lah. I interviewed by Mr. Ling who was Admin Manager. He gave me promises that he couldn't keep it until today. Especially about my increment which suppose to be increase once I get my confirmation as a permanent staff. I didn't talk or demand on that matter as I don't want it become an issue in the future. So I guess I should zip my mouth at the moment. He told me that increment only once a year. Ya lah..that everyone pun tahu mahh.. If increment every month, siapa tak nak?? But what make me felt been cheated is he didn't mention that there's no increment once confirm from probation. Ok lah I still can accept that part. What make me really mad and unfair is why other staff get increment right after confirmation?? Why its be different to me? Because I have no chinese surname?? You told me that there's no increment after confirmation but jadi lain pula. So which regulation you referred to?

My comment : Suck company with suck regulation. Shame!! Using other company regulation instead create own regulation base on Labour law. 

Story 2
We did received our end year bonus and I should be happy. Yes I am. At least I got extra budget. But what make I still don't satisfied is where is my other incentive for doing other non-related account?? I've been handling it for few months and I still don't get what I should get. I'm not working for free ok. I working for living not being your slave! I dislike my new Admin Manager, lady boss. She is so demanding and 'pengampu' lah. I am so stress working under her. I've been doing often mistake since after she handling related tasks. Not because I so stupid or what dumb..but the way she in charge is too 'cruel' for us. Everybody does make mistake.

My comment : Wont stay for long term with related firm. Its seem hell to me. Geez!!

Story 3

Bought few furnish this month. Change new sofa, add another shoes rack (shoes getting uploaded..hihihi) and 2 coffee tables. At least there's few new things in my house now. And I did changed new color for my living room. Dark orchid and pink rose. The dark orchid look so nice. Thinking to change the color for my bedroom. Its all because of Christmas season. This year Christmas, I made open house for relatives and friends. Oh ya..change my Christmas tree too~ and decorated it myself. Nice!! Will change the decoration again next year.

My comment : Feel happy on Christmas day~ 

December

December,

Few things happened in December. I'll post some which I remember. :) Some is There is nothing special about this December. But then I still want to post as I didn't blog quite long. So my blog look dull without me to cheer up. Hehehe.. What I want to blog is about my career, personal and.. anything lah. December...

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