Sometimes we do feel we did many mistakes in entire life.And we eagerly to fix it back as normal.The more we make things be perfect,the more we get disappointed.We never stop from trying the best for our own life.Some people get better life,and some people struggling for better life.We just human being..ordinary person.We have nothing when we come to this world.
My point wasn't this..
Its all about how I am going through my life day to day.It's tough road...and we seriously have no idea which road to the better life.I feel pity to myself.Nothing special about me and nothing wrong about me.I just ordinary person ever.I have my own identity.I don't copy right people's Principe.I seriously don't mind what ever anyone says about me.What I know I don't give a damn!WTF with all the bitches!What's all about to have my own life?!
Ko ada apa yang aku ada??
I have this,do u have too?I don't have what u have,I don't give a damn pun.What ever I have it now,its non of your problem.I do shop whenever I want to.I drive to any where I want to.I am who I am to be.I eat any flavor of ice cream.I have a lots of friend who does love me.My life suppose to be happy but it wasn't.I hate kena control by anyone.I hate argument.I hate migraine.I hate cheap publicity.I hate bitches..I hate who they think they are so perfect than others.But I don't hate when they critic on my appearances.I have my own style what...
Love is suck to whom never know how to love someone...
What do you think about love?Romantic?Marvelous?Sexy?Nahhh...not much people who really know how to love someone.Don't ask me with the same question as the answer will keep ONLY by me.I love everyone in many ways.Love friendship to friends.Love warm soul and heart to our lover.Love cares to our families.Its how we ourselves to love the person we love.Its not only about love..trust,cares,sacrifice..important!Don't judge on what people might be.No one perfect neither me.But I thankful to God had created someone like me.I never regretted born to this world.At least I know how is life going through.I love you God~
People can change.From being bad to good person and so on..I not good person either.But I really concern on everyone.Tak percaya ar??You may ask anyone who ever close to me.Anyone who know me well.You please to ask..listen what they gonna say about me.I admit I do changed much before and after school.Of cos lah..siapa yang tak berubah bila punya wang sendiri?Anyone can buy anything to make they look nice.
I love fashion!
I love shop!!I am not pretty person but ....I'm cute what..hahaha!!*blush*
Like I said just now,I have my own identity.I don't need cheap publicity.I have my own personality.So you like or not, take it or leave it!
I love you all!~
See yea soon~
May 25, 2010
May 07, 2010
Mother's Day
Mother's Day just around the corner.Left 2 days more,me as a daughter gonna celebrate Mother's Day with beloved mom.Even thou feeling not well,I still carry on with my flowers business.No matter how hard we struggle for everything in anything,God always be with us.I making business not only on profit but happy doing what I like to do. Some more its fun and can learning me more in business line. Nothing is impossible. I knew I can do it!Gambateh Caroll!~
Quite packed order we get this time.But we'll gonna make it the best for our customers. I love making business. I'll grab opportunity in anything that can earn $$. Who doesn't wish to be more lightly in any financial problems?I don't wish myself burdening and drowning with debts. No way! But this is not the purpose of my blog story. Wish to sharing info with everyone (thou no one yet in my followers list :p). Mother was a gift like I said my previous blog. It's not a mistake,not wasting,annoying to celebrate Mother's Day with our beloved mom. I make one flowers for my own mom. With my own efforts. This is the 1st time ever I gonna make for her. Even I doing business,its not a problem for me not to make gift for her. No matter how mom treat me,I will love her...forever.
Fresh flower (mix : Carnation and Lily) for mother and a Chocolate Brownies with Cheese Topping too~ Wish she love it.. Happy Mother's Day Mummy~
Quite packed order we get this time.But we'll gonna make it the best for our customers. I love making business. I'll grab opportunity in anything that can earn $$. Who doesn't wish to be more lightly in any financial problems?I don't wish myself burdening and drowning with debts. No way! But this is not the purpose of my blog story. Wish to sharing info with everyone (thou no one yet in my followers list :p). Mother was a gift like I said my previous blog. It's not a mistake,not wasting,annoying to celebrate Mother's Day with our beloved mom. I make one flowers for my own mom. With my own efforts. This is the 1st time ever I gonna make for her. Even I doing business,its not a problem for me not to make gift for her. No matter how mom treat me,I will love her...forever.
Fresh flower (mix : Carnation and Lily) for mother and a Chocolate Brownies with Cheese Topping too~ Wish she love it.. Happy Mother's Day Mummy~
You're special gift to me
Mom, there are no words
that can possibly express
how much you mean to me
and how much trust I feel for you.
you've given up so much for me,
more than I deserve.
no matter how bad it gets
I can always count on your smile.
when you laugh,
your eyes light up
much like the stars
in the night sky.
you're my shoulder to cry on,
my leg to lean on,
that rope that holds me together
so I don't break.
I hope you know I love you,
with every bit of my heart.
you're not only a mother to me,
that can possibly express
how much you mean to me
and how much trust I feel for you.
you've given up so much for me,
more than I deserve.
no matter how bad it gets
I can always count on your smile.
when you laugh,
your eyes light up
much like the stars
in the night sky.
you're my shoulder to cry on,
my leg to lean on,
that rope that holds me together
so I don't break.
I hope you know I love you,
with every bit of my heart.
you're not only a mother to me,
you're a friend, a companion but most importantly..you're a gift
I love you Mom..I love you so much~
Happy Mother's Day~
I love you Mom..I love you so much~
Happy Mother's Day~
May 05, 2010
It's how I be myself~
In all the world,there is no one else exactly like me.There are people who have some parts like me but no one adds up exactly like me.Therefore,everything that comes out of me is authentically mine becos I alone choose it.
I own everything about me - my body,including the image of all they behold; my feelings,whatever they might be - angers, joy, frustration, love, disappointment, excitement; my mouth and all the words that come out of it - polite, sweet and rought, correct or incorrect : my voice, loud and soft : all my actions, whether they be to others or myself.
I own fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears.
I own all my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes bcos I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me.By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with me in all my parts. I can then make it possible for all of me to work in my best interest. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know. But as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for the solutions to the puzzles and for ways to find out more about me.
However look and sound,whatever I say and do,and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is me. This is authentic and represents where I am at that moment in time,when I review later how I looked and sounded,what I said and did,and how I thought and felt, some parts may turn out to be unfitting. I can discard that which is unfitting and keep that which proved fitting,and invent something new for that which I discarded.
I can see, hear, feel, think, say and do. I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me. I own me and therefore I can engineer me.
I am me and I am okay~
I own everything about me - my body,including the image of all they behold; my feelings,whatever they might be - angers, joy, frustration, love, disappointment, excitement; my mouth and all the words that come out of it - polite, sweet and rought, correct or incorrect : my voice, loud and soft : all my actions, whether they be to others or myself.
I own fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears.
I own all my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes bcos I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me.By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with me in all my parts. I can then make it possible for all of me to work in my best interest. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know. But as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for the solutions to the puzzles and for ways to find out more about me.
However look and sound,whatever I say and do,and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is me. This is authentic and represents where I am at that moment in time,when I review later how I looked and sounded,what I said and did,and how I thought and felt, some parts may turn out to be unfitting. I can discard that which is unfitting and keep that which proved fitting,and invent something new for that which I discarded.
I can see, hear, feel, think, say and do. I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me. I own me and therefore I can engineer me.
I am me and I am okay~
May 01, 2010
Cheater,Liar...
When it turn to feeling of trust and loyalty,you will always reserve yourself to others.But once your trust been betrayed,its turn to the most cruel feeling you have there.Someone that you hope can be your guide,being your wall,lend shoulder when you need it,lend hand when you wana cross the road,wipe for your tears when you cry,to be there when you need him to be there.
Remember when the time everything goes fun,happy,cheers,and full of colorful.You giggle with me,you create watever joke you know,you say you like me when I smile,you whispered to me by telling me I'm the only one.And the only one to deserve on you.Everything comes out;goodness or the bad of the person you care.Now then I realized that love also can be unpredictable.Love also can be fragile.
What's the different between man's feeling and woman's heart??
Anyone can tell me the actual answer?
How do you feel when you found out that unexpected thing come out when you really need the more intention on someone that you 'chop' he's gona be yours??
Well,its what people says,'roda senantiasa berputar,samada kamu di posisi yang teratas atau terbawah.' Life learning us to be more mature.And learn from the lesson.But once the trust been betrayed,kinda hard for anyone to trust anyone too.Be strong in everything.I know I can do it.Even if I fall down,I'll try hard to stand up by myself.How hard I struggle,I still can smile.How often I cry the tears,I will make sure I can smile after that.Even if I fall sick,I will brave myself to see doctor.How hard the feeling to let go,I know I can make it like nothing happen.Life must go on,tho!Chill' babe!! I know you can do it Caroll.Gambateh!
Its will take time to clean up the messy,will take time.Will focus more to work like what somebody said.Yea!Will focus more on work.Life just once,so enjoy as you can now.
Feel annoying and mad when you kena cheated.And keep pointing the blame to woman as they as a man never think about how woman feel when kena cheated.This kinda of person should disappear him from any woman ever.What comes around will goes around.
Adios,sayonara~
Remember when the time everything goes fun,happy,cheers,and full of colorful.You giggle with me,you create watever joke you know,you say you like me when I smile,you whispered to me by telling me I'm the only one.And the only one to deserve on you.Everything comes out;goodness or the bad of the person you care.Now then I realized that love also can be unpredictable.Love also can be fragile.
What's the different between man's feeling and woman's heart??
Anyone can tell me the actual answer?
How do you feel when you found out that unexpected thing come out when you really need the more intention on someone that you 'chop' he's gona be yours??
Well,its what people says,'roda senantiasa berputar,samada kamu di posisi yang teratas atau terbawah.' Life learning us to be more mature.And learn from the lesson.But once the trust been betrayed,kinda hard for anyone to trust anyone too.Be strong in everything.I know I can do it.Even if I fall down,I'll try hard to stand up by myself.How hard I struggle,I still can smile.How often I cry the tears,I will make sure I can smile after that.Even if I fall sick,I will brave myself to see doctor.How hard the feeling to let go,I know I can make it like nothing happen.Life must go on,tho!Chill' babe!! I know you can do it Caroll.Gambateh!
Its will take time to clean up the messy,will take time.Will focus more to work like what somebody said.Yea!Will focus more on work.Life just once,so enjoy as you can now.
Feel annoying and mad when you kena cheated.And keep pointing the blame to woman as they as a man never think about how woman feel when kena cheated.This kinda of person should disappear him from any woman ever.What comes around will goes around.
Adios,sayonara~
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